new beginnings

not so warm welcome

just a content warning- contains blood and mild gore))

Ymir and Christa hung out with me all day saying how they would miss me and that they'll see me when they get there as well. To be honest it was draining to say goodbye to them, both of them were my favourite people to talk to and I'd have to leave them within a matter of minutes since we had just had our dinner. My bag was on my bed with not much but a few pairs of clothes and some necessaries. I heard a knock at the door and went to grab it before getting pulled into a hug by christa and ymir, christa was trying not to cry.

" I'll miss you two " I spoke softly as I slipped out of their hug and grabbed my bag to open the door. I saw a small black haired man standing there I was about to ask but he cut me off.

" Hanji got caught up in something and told me to get you " he muttered just so i could hear him, when i turned back around to say bye one last time to ymir and christa, the look on their face changed when they saw captain Levi who everyone knew. It didn't bother me that Hanji couldn't pick me up, I was looking forward to seeing them again, sure but I'll be there soon enough. Levi had led me to a carriage outside and let me get in. He followed in after the ride would be about 45 minutes to the scout regiment where Hanji's squad was.

The ride was long and quiet, giving me time to think about what's going to happen when I get there, luckily Levi hadn't said anything to me that would make me lose my thoughts. Although that did come around to bite me in the ass as we pulled up and stopped. I was still out of it in my own head while Levi got out he turned back to look at me

" Y/N were here " he said. I jumped and grabbed my bag walking behind captain Levi taking in the surroundings of this place. It was dark out but lights lit up the building, people were still up and walking through the halls they were whispering while staring at me. I brushed it off as they must not see a lot of second year trainees here.

We came to a door which Levi knocked on before opening to a big office where the commander Erwin and hanji where they were previously in a conversation before Levi interrupted i saluted as Commander Erwin Spoke " cadet Y/N " he said as he looked to hanji nodding before looking to me and waving his hand at me to stop saluting.

" welcome, Hanji here is going to be your squad leader and show you everything you'll need to know to get around here. If you have any questions please ask " the blonde haired man told me as levi left. I nodded and before I could say thank you I had hanji running over and dragging me out while saying " there's so much to show you I don't know where I should start first!"

I smiled at how excited hanji was and followed them down the halls. People kept on staring at me. I was getting a bit uncomfortable with it but it would settle down right? I focused back on hanji and what they were rambling on about. " and so there are the stables just out that way, my office is up at the end of this hall same as your room." I nodded being pulled along and into the empty room that had only a bed window desk and draws. I put my bag down and hanji smiled. I don't know if they would drag me off to go around but I was pretty tired, although I did like spending time with Hanji.

I ran my hands through my hair and sighed as I looked at Hanji who was waiting for you to come with them. " Come on one more thing I promise that you'll like it" hanji said as they walked out surprisingly not grabbing my arm and forcing me along . I followed hanji and we went out to the roof where there was no one outside, it was all dark except for the stars that gave off a shine of light. Hanji layed down and so did I next to them. I wasn't sure what we we're doing out here but it was nice and quiet so there wasn't much to complain about.

" this is my favourite place here, it gives me a break when things are getting frustrating." Hanji said as they looked over to me I was looking to the sky in peace. It had been the only time that I was relaxed all day.