despite everything ~ kuroken & sakuatsu

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tw: brief mentions of self-harm.

three months later

sakusa and atsumu has been together for three months now. kenma has gotten better, or at least that's what he liked to think.

yes, he still misses kuroo. but he know he's better without him.

even though, he still cries at everyday. even though he hates the emptiness in his chest. he knew it was better this way.

but hey ! people who used to bully other people don't suddenly change.

except sakusa.

after the texting from kenma and kuroo.

kuroo hasn't been to school.

kenma was worried but the teachers said kuroo moved. or at least he thought so

so kenma hasn't seen him since the day kuroo pushed him.

there's been time kenma wished he unblocked kuroos number and gave him a second chance.

but he didn't.

he knew deep down kuroo would never change.

what kuroo felt for kenma wasn't love.

kenma knew that now.

if you truly loved someone.

you wouldn't have laid a hand on them ever.

but kenma.

despite the bullying.

tormenting.

the pain kuroo put him through.

the nights he cried.

the nights he thought about cutting.

the nights he tried too but atsumu caught him before he could even try.

despite the fact kuroo made him leave for 2 years

the simple and sad fact. everything kuroo did would make a sane and normal person hate him.

but yet.

no matter what.

kenma still couldn't hate him.

he tried convincing himself he hated kuroo tetsuro.

despite every fucking thing kuroo put him through.

kenma still loves him.

and kenma would never stopped.

he'd have to bare the pain of loving someone.

loving someone who put him through hell..

~*~*~*~*

"kenma are ya ready ?" atsumu asked, and kenma nodded and smiled.

"yep, i'm ready. how do i look ?" kenma asked

"amazing as always, let's go omi omi is waiting for us" atsumu said.

kenma and atsumu started walking outside, and went inside sakusas car.

"hey babe" sakusa said as he kissed atsumu's cheek "hi omi omi" atsumu said smiling

"hey kenma" sakusa said while smiling "hello" kenma said softly.

the three males were currently going to a festival. kenma didn't want to go since he'd rather watch tv and cry

but atsumu forced him to go.

time skip ~

they arrived at the festival.

kenma started walking around. he was going to go to the ferris wheel when he saw someone.

the one he wanted to hate, but couldn't.

however, he was with a female.

kenma looked at them. he wished that was him, but found himself pitying the female.

he just hoped, he wouldn't lay a finger on him.

the way he did with kenma.

the end ~

WAHHHHHH EIEHEO yall thought this was gonna be a happy ending ? so did i, but i changed it last minute :P