~ Assorted Characters Oneshots ~

[ 10 ] - Nobody ~ Mishima Kazumi x Reader

The bed was in shambles and my room was a littered mess. I didn't bother to pick up the dirtied plates or empty bottles that sprawled across the floor. The table was stained and scratched up on. Almost like a wild beast attacked at the midnight hour.
However, I laid there. Shaking and weeping of tears. I clenched my arms tightly. I could feel my blood run cold and my eyes poured out. A pool surrounded me as the only noise I could hear was faint static. It was my fears.
I could hear the faint noise grow increasing louder, drowning out my muffled scream and sniffles. I didn't know what initiated this onslaught of panic but I knew I wanted it to be over. In some way. Some how...I wanted to stop drowning. The more I wanted for release, they came back with stronger guns. Stronger weapons. Stronger chains. All to hold me down and suppress my inner feelings. I could hear them clearly.
     'Nobody...Nobody...NOBODY! YOU'RE A NOBODY! NOBODY! NOBODY..!' They kept repeating over and over again.
     The temptation for happiness lead me into a sea of darkness. To only wash up on shores but to be suddenly, pulled back in. Like I was never allowed to leave the sea. Forever cursed to walk at the bottom of the pit.
     As time continued, the beckoning screeches in my mind made my brain cry in tears. I reached towards the door. Despite not being nearby it, I wished to open it. I wished to call out for help. But I couldn't...I feared rejection. I feared neglect. I feared..being a burden.
     My hand faltered as head fell into my lap. What I didn't expect was a crisp shine that came from a small slit on the door.
     "L-Love...? L-LOVE!?" Mishima had widen eyes as he caught a glimpse of my frightened form.
     He leaped towards me, holding me in place with a tender grasp. Upon immediate affection, my tears flowed smoothly yet my expression held in place.
     "L-Love..?! You're okay! I'm here..goodness..I'm here.." I aches for his voice. I aches for his loving touch. The touch I felt undeserving of.
     I curl my fingers, deepening our embrace. He couldn't care less about how hard I was holding him. Scratch him, bruise him, bite him, whatever I needed to release the tension..he'll sacrifice everything for me.
     My breathing calmed down as time progressed. My body felt limp yet relaxed. The thumping of his chest was clear as day and his breathing matched mine perfectly. We held each other for however long I needed. He knew I couldn't let go even I desired to. I just...needed this. I needed him.
"You're okay, love..I got you..I'm here with you.."
In a big world, he made me feel like a somebody.

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Word Count: 480 Words
Author's Note:

Based on a real mental breakdown because I was having a shitty day. It was combined with dysphoria, with personal problems, and a sprinkle of loneliness :,D Also this was also inspired by Mitski - Nobody.

Hella good song but it's extremely sad, makes it worst is when you're listening to it when you're sad 😔 But yeah..made this mostly because I wanted to be comforted by Mishima 💗

That's all but thank you for reading! Have a nice day/night/afternoon!

- Leaf 🪴