Hold on~ Jordan Wilson

Part 45~

I was pretty stressed out today. It's a week till GCSE's start. Me and Jordan still need to talk and I feel as though he's gonna be angry. I'm nervous enough about exams and I just need him by my side.

I walk into school by myself today. The only person I really wanted to see was Jordan. I walked into the building searching for Jordan until the bell finally went for my first lesson. Thankfully I had art so I would be able to talk to him properly. I walk in the classroom to see Jordan sitting at our desk. "Hi" I said quietly. He nods his head at me " Listen Jordan don't be angry at me. I don't like Riz you know that." He looked at me. He looked like he had been crying. I'd never properly seen Jordan cry before. "Have you been crying?" I asked and he snapped at me "No Mia. Why didn't you just tell me for god sake?" I was confused. Why did he think I cared about Riz so much "what's your problem?" I asked. "The science trip?" He said. What? "You and Riz?" He asked I was so confused. Did he think I'd slept with Riz. "Are you serious. Jordan that whole trip all he did was help me try and get you back, obviously he caught feelings but I never caught any back. He's just a mate." I stated. He looked at me sadly. "Oh." He said and put his head down on the table. I laughed "it's cute how protective you are though." I said and he shoved me.

I was walking to the canteen and I saw Riz walking the opposite way to me. I never really knew if he was gonna talk to me again after what happened yesterday. "Hey." I said trying to start a conversation. Instead he just looked me up and down and carried on walking. Rude. It's been tough ever since I moved to Ackley. I've had ups and down and soon it's going to be coming to an end, that's why I'd rather make my amends with people sooner rather than later. I finally walk into the canteen to see Missy sitting with Nas at one of the tables. She looks at me and doesn't say anything. I look to Nas who gives me a weak smile. I turn back around and start to head out of the canteen when I heard a snide little voice next to me "funny how the sket finally ends up with no friends. Guess we're more a like then you think." She said and bites into the apple she had in her hand. I really need to focus on these exams.