Hold on~ Jordan Wilson

Part 54~

My time in Year 11 was coming to an end. I didn't know if Jordan was going to come to sixth form or not. That's why it was so important for me to sort what i ruined. I walked up to the DJ. I got a great view of everyone dancing and Jordan was sitting at one of the tables on his own. Missy and Naz were dancing having the time of their lives. I was stood their, hands shaking and sweat pouring from my forehead I was so nervous. I asked the DJ if i could borrow the mic. He turned the music down. Coincidentally, my favourite song started playing. It was 'The last man on Earth' by Wolf Alice.

Everyone turned to look at me. The teachers started to get up to see what I was doing. Especially Miss Carter. She always thinks i'm up to no good. Hi guys. I'm not asking for sympathy but i need to get this off my chest. There is something I need to fix" My heart started pounding. I saw Missy smile at me. She knew what I was doing. Cory looked confused. And Jordan, we locked eyes. At that moment I just wanted to run up and hug him.

"I owe an apology to someone. Someone who means so much to me. I know right now he hates me. I get that. I hate me too. But I want to say how much I love him. He's saved me in ways he will never understand. When he's not around i'm heartbroken. When you love someone and they're gone, life seems to be worthless. He may have been going through a lot, but we're meant to be. I saved you and you saved me Jordan. There is no one else I would rather look at when I wake up in the morning, or have fights with. You complete me and I hope one day you can forgive me." And with that I gave the mic back to the DJ. I walked off the stage and people made way for me to walk through. I went to leave because I didn't think there was any point in me being there anymore.

I heard someone running after me as I got outside. The door to the hall slammed open. "Mia wait." He ran up to me and kissed me. How i had missed this. "I love you too." He said. Tears were running down my face. "I'm so sorry." I said. He put his forehead against mine. I heard people clapping from behind us. Jordan wrapped his arms around me. Who knew Jordan Wilson could be a softy.