Hold on~ Jordan Wilson

Part 3~

I woke up with the sun shining through my curtains. I didn't want to get out of bed. For some reason I felt so bad for shouting at Jordan yesterday. I didn't know him and I don't know his story. I never usually feel bad about something I do or say to someone.

I walk down the stairs. I look like I haven't slept in weeks. Truly because I have hardly slept in weeks. "Alright love you ready?" I give her a short reply "yeah." I'm really not feeling myself today. Something definitely isn't right. I walked in and saw Missy "Mia are you okay? You look like you haven't slept in so long". Told ya. "Yeah I'm good just a rough night sleep." I didn't really like opening up to people about my personal life. I hate having people pity me. So I just stick to myself. Nas spoke up "I get you I hate school it's so draining." I just laugh and so does Missy. "So first lesson today is?" I look at my timetable "Art" I honestly want to smack my head against a wall. "Oh shit that's the one Jordan's in". "Jordan?" Nas says confused "oop speak of the devil." I turn around and make eye contact with this tall figure that walks past. His eyes were so piercing like I couldn't take my eyes off him. WHAT!? why did I just think that. "Oh he's defo in love with you girl!" I laughed "yeah right after me shouting in his face yesterday and telling him to fuck off he must think I'm a right charmer". We all laughed. I turned back around and unfortunately he'd gone. The bell rang and I strolled off to art.

Once again I walked in and Jordan wasn't there. I assume he was going to be late again. 10 minutes in and He waltzed in. I kept my head down on the desk so once again we didn't make eye contact. What was it about this boy. He sat down next to me and I said nothing. My anxiety was taking over me.  A tear dropped out of my eye. I've not been this anxious since well since it happened. I wiped the tear dropping from my eye and sat back in my chair. "Hey are you okay?" He spoke so gently to me. Why was he being so nice to me. After what I did yesterday. "You know what I don't even know your name." I look at him "Mia". He smiles. I roll my eyes. "Why do you always roll your eyes?" I laugh "oh my god did I just make the Mia smile." "Oh don't flatter yourself Wilson, your just like every other boy." I laugh at my own joke but he doesn't look very amused. In fact he looks so angry. He pushed his chair out and grabbed his bag putting it over his shoulder and putting his hood over his head. WHAT DID I DO WRONG?!?!?.

So much of me wanted to run after him. But I honestly wasn't in the right mind space to even get myself out of my seat. I had English next with Miss Keane. I'd never met her before but maybe she will take me out of my mood. I walk down the corridor and to my surprise I see Jordan his hand bleeding which looked like he had just punched a locker. Mr Bell looked at me and gave me a weak smile. Jordan holding his wrist also looked at me a tear falling from his eye. Did I really upset him that much. I'm so angry at myself. I open the door and Miss Keane greets me "Oh hello you must be Mia." I get excited as I spot Missy on the other side of the room. She waves me over and to my suprise she blurts out what I didn't want to hear "Did you see what happened to Jordan? Is he alright. Did you get in an argument?!" She seemed really concerned. "No he walked out and as I was walking here I saw him but I didn't want to bother him." She looked like she was  about to say something else but Miss Keane started talking. I'm honestly starting to worry about Jordan.