she walked past him looking for that little slut she used to call her best friend.
"please y/n don't do anything to her"
"why shouldn't i taylor? you're lucky I haven't beat the crap out of you by now. of all people you have to sleep with my best friend?"
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you"
"then what did you mean to do?" by now tears were streaming down her face. she has never felt so humiliated and hurt in her entire life. the two people in her life betrayed her together.
"you're right. I shouldn't do anything. goodbye. have fun with her"
she walked away from taylor's house. her second home practically. her house was only 2 blocks away but she dreaded going home. so many memories were being held there. is this what it felt like to have your heart broken into millions of pieces? she asked to no one in particular.
"please let me explain" he called after her "please"
"explain what? how you don't love me anymore? how you would rather be with her than me? how you've been playing with my emotions this entire time?"
"I thought I didn't love you anymore. That's why I slept with her. You've been so caught up in your own world and you didn't want to do anything I just thought you didn't love me"
"so just because I wouldn't have sex with you, that's just a sign saying that I don't love you? I tell you I love you every chance I get but you never said it back. how dare you even say that you thought I didn't love you because I did everything I can do to prove my love for you. im done"
"please don't leave me. too many people have left me in the past and I can't let you leave me too. I need you"
"if you really needed me and you didn't want me to leave you, you should've thought about that before cheating on me"
she was walking away from him now. hoping to never see him again. but life isn't that easy. she would always see him around town and at school. he was her brother's best friend so surely he would be going to their house. maybe there is a way she wouldn't ever be able to see him again. but is suicide really the answer? she's talked so many people out of suicide before telling them that it's not the way to go so why was she thinking that way now?
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