Say you want me too ☾ ym ☽

1

Waking up at midnight to his phone ringing, Yoongi frowns even before picking it up. He's sure it might be a spam call. But, when he saw it's from Jimin, he sat up. It's an odd hour for even Jimin to call him. His heart beats faster as he slides right on the screen. Numerous worst case scenarios playing in his head.

" Jimin ?"

His voice comes out husky but still laced with utmost worry. He can't pinpoint what might have happened for Jimin to call him at such an hour ?

" Hyung..."

After several minutes of silence and listening to Jimin's heavy breaths, he finally responds.

" Hyung i-"

Jimin bites his lower lips to stop the flow of words.

His nervousness makes it difficult for him to speak his mind. He's having second thoughts on whether he should even break the news to Yoongi or not.

" Are you okay ? Want me to come there ?"

Yoongi doesn't let the younger, reply before getting off the bed and searching for his shoes.

" I'm pregnant."

Yoongi froze in the doorway of his room as he heard those words.

His heart skipped a beat and eyes almost retorted back into his head. His brain stutters for a moment, every part of him goes on pause while the thoughts catch up. There's no way he heard it right.

" W-what ?"

He feels like the hard tiled floor is a big vast ocean and the tides are taking him down, knocking almost all air out of his lungs.

" Hyung, I'm pregnant."

Jimin repeats again thinking Yoongi might not have heard him clearly before as he was speaking in a low voice.

" And it's yours."

He answers to the little suspicion that Yoongi might be having right now.

Their relationship... Well it's not the ideal one for them to have a baby together. They're just friends, turned into occasional friends with benefits because of their needs. And one such session led to one thing and then the other.

Jimin knows there's no hope for the life that's created inside of him. He never thinks of himself as a fatherly figure, nor he imagined himself having a family in any near future. So, his first instinct was to abort the child.

But on further thought, Yoongi was equally responsible for this situation. So, it only looked good to him to tell Yoongi about it too.

" I'll come there right now."

Yoongi pulls up his body with a jerk, feet down on the ground ready to take a step.

" NO-"

Jimin almost shouted from the other side of the phone making Yoongi sit back down.

" I need some alone time to think."

He says slowly, breathing heavily.

Yoongi contemplates if he should oblige to it or just show up there nonetheless. But then decided against the idea, knowing it might make Jimin angry.

" Okay, I won't come."

He says, but on the inside he wanted to go there and give him a warm hug. He somewhat has an inkling on what Jimin might be going through right now.

He wanted to embrace the omega in his arm and tell him how everything will be alright.

If he's shocked by this news Jimin must be having 10 times worse taking it in. He never heard Jimin talking about kids or having one of his own even after being an omega.

This wasn't supposed to happen. This would make their already complicated relationship even more complicated.

" Are you going to-"

Yoongi stops in between not knowing how he should continue. He doesn't want to say that word from his own mouth.

Jimin knew he would get this question from Yoongi. Is he going to abort the baby ? Even he doesn't know if he is going to or not. For sure, he's not ready for a baby, he'll never be but he can't just kill an innocent life without thinking it through.

" I don't know."

His voice is unbelievably quiet, and it breaks Yoongi's heart. He starts to blame himself for this.

" I'm sorry."

He doesn't know what else to say, he's feeling so many emotions gushing over him, regret, shock, sadness, remorse, surprise, and a bit of happiness.

" Don't be, we're equally responsible for this." Jimin rolled over on his bed. His fingers placed on the window pane as he traced the falling rain drops. Even the weather decided to be melancholic with him today.

He can't see anything in the dark night, there's no moon to light up the place tonight. Only the reflection of his face because of the light from his phone painted on the transparent window.

" You should sleep now. Sorry, to disturb you at such an hour."

Jimin closes his eyes. The pitter patter of the rain soothes his racing heart to some extent.

" I'm still insisting on coming over to your house."

He wants Jimin to know that he's there for him. That he'll not be the one to abandon him. Hopefully Jimin will understand his feelings.

" No hyung, I'm fine."

There's no arguing with him, once he has set his mind on something. So, Yoongi lays down on the bed again, his eyes wandering off to the raining sky too.

" Then, I'll see you tomorrow ? We can have a talk about-um-it."

Jimin hums lightly to it. The other side is so silent that Yoongi can even hear the sound of him shuffling in the bed.

" Night, hyung."

Jimin spoke in a muted tone, and hung up the phone.

Now, Yoongi lays there wide awake in the moonless night and crying sky, thinking about how his life changed in just a few seconds. He knows they can go back to what they were, if they get rid of the baby.

But the thought of doing so is so haunting. Honestly, it was like one of his wildest dreams coming too. He has always imagined his future with Jimin as his husband and a child of their own. The keyword here is imagined because in real life it was never going to happen.

Jimin doesn't feel anything towards him. To him, he's just a friend who he likes to spend his heat with. He never looked at him with the same loving gaze that Yoongi has whenever he looks at him. His heart never beats fast when Yoongi smiles. He doesn't think Yoongi's the one for him but Yoongi definitely thinks so.

Will a baby change their tangled lives ? Or will it tangle the thread to such an extent that a permanent knot will form in it ?

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So, here's the first chapter of the second story. I'll pick this up after finishing the ongoing one.

This will be a full angsty ride so please be sure to have some extra tissue boxes by your side. And also be sure to prepare your heart 💕.