Say you want me too ☾ ym ☽

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" Hey kid, you still awake ?"
The voice startles Taehyung. For a second he thought that it was a fucking ghost. The dark room and cloudless night didn't help much.

" Geez, you scared me hyung." After getting the whip of Yoongi's scent, he went back to chew on the chips he just opened.

Midnight cravings. He doesn't care if it's not his own house. Afterall Jimin is his bestfriend. They share everything.

" Pass me some, kid." Yoongi puts out his hand in front.
Taehyung gave him a mean look before putting out just a single piece. Yoongi snorts, the younger is petty.

" Me and Jimin are the same age." He rolls his eyes at the older. Their faces were lit up by the moonlight filtering through the window, so it wasn't that hard to see the expression the other had.

" So ?" He snatches another piece right from Taehyung's hands.
" Stop calling me kid." He puffs up his cheeks and that reminded Yoongi of a young Taehyung. The younger still look the same as the day he met him for the first time.

" You'll always remain a kid for me. The kid who had a big fat crush on Heeso-"
" HYUNG SHUT UP!" He speaks a little too loud and Yoongi has to put his hand to his mouth to stop him from waking everyone else up.

They were having a sleep over at Jimin's house after his birthday celebration. The couch was pushed aside and everyone slept together in the living room cuddled up.

" Don't bring him up again." Taehyung points his finger at the older as a warning. He still gets all red and embarrassed when that topic is brought back.

Heesong, he was Yoongi's classmate in the middle school. He's the epitome of an eye candy. Honestly, he didn't have much in him rather than his good locks. Yoongi kept his distance from Heesong because of his rude personality.

He vaguely remembers a shy Taehyung always peeking in their class just to get a glimpse at the rude boy. But Heesong actually never noticed the younger, because Taehyung never let him feel his presence.

But Yoongi sure noticed him. And slowly, that's how their friendship was formed. The Daegu boys.

" Okay okay. I won't ever bring him up again." He says but Taehyung knows it's a lie, the older has promised the save many a times but he still uses it to blackmail him.

" You better." After that they fall in a comfortable silence. It feels nice to chat up like this in the middle of night while everyone else is deep asleep.

Taehyung's eyes found their way to Jungkook again. Is he an angel ? He finds himself questioning it frequently. No matter what the younger is doing, his heart always finds him attractive.
And the last time he felt something like this was for that Heesong guy, but that was just infatuation which lasted for a short period of time. But this one gonna continue for long time, he could feel it in his bones.

His smile falter on seeing how close he was holding Jimin to him, even in his sleep. It made him smile but hurted him too. Probably, happy for his bestfriend to have someone like Jungkook but at the same time craving for the same for himself.

" It's hard. Isn't it ?"
He looks up to see Yoongi's eyes locked on Jimin. He's looking at him the same way he looks at Jungkook.
" I understand you well." The older replies with a sad smile.

" We fell in love with the person that can never be ours." His eyes are fixed on Jimin, the younger looks so comfortable in Jungkook's arms. He didn't even got to hold Jimin that close to himself.

" Hyung.." Taehyung puts his hand on Yoongi's shoulder. Of course, Yoongi have it much worse than him.
" Hmm ?"
" Do you hate Jungkook ?" The question may sound stupid but Taehyung just want to know. Because not even for a second he saw the hate in Yoongi's eyes that should be there.

" Yah! Do you think I'm a villian or something ? You watch too much movies and dramas." He shakes his head and starts laughing. He can never hate Jungkook not now, not ever.

" Jungkook is a good kid. Why would I hate him ?" He knew Yoongi was too kind to hate anyone, and Jungkook, who would even hate that angel ?

" If anything I'm grateful that he's there for Jimin. He takes good care of him." With heart eyes he stare at the duo, the dull ache is still there in his heart. But it's okay, he'll get used to it, eventually.

" You don't wish to be in his place?" It's more like Taehyung is asking the question to himself.
" What I wish doesn't matter. They both are happy together. Jimin is happy, I don't want anything else." If there was a love meter to measure your love for someone, Yoongi would have broken it already.

" Do you hear what you're saying hyung ? You're so in love." Taehyung scrunches his nose at him. This is making him emotional at the good 3 o'clock.

" Am I ?" Yoongi laughs. He never admitted it loudly.
" Mmh, you're saying those sappy lines-"  Taehyung stops go take in a deep breath.
"- Just like the movies."

Yoongi deserves his happy ending, Taehyung's heart swell at that. He knows Yoongi since middle school but the older has never liked anyone like he love Jimin. He could tell that Yoongi has fallen deeply for him.

Yoongi lets out a tired yawn, feeling drowsy. He remembers that he woke up just for a glass of water but got caught up here.
" I'm gonna sleep now. You should go to bed too, kid~" He purposely used the word 'kid' to piss off Taehyung.

" I'm not a kid." He stomps his feet in rage. Yoongi chuckled. He's still the same Taehyung from middle school.