Say you want me too ☾ ym ☽

2

Yoongi is standing in front of Jimin's apartment with a thumping heart. He never felt so nervous before. There's this hesitant feeling in his heart this time, still contemplating even after ringing the bell.

His heart picked its pace on hearing the sound of footsteps approaching the door. There's an awkward silence before the door opens with a creak.

Yoongi's eyes instantly met with Jimin's. These are the same eyes that he fell in love with at the first sight. But today he can't see the light in them. The usual smile, his happy giggles, it all seems to have vanished.

Now, with his blood shot eyes and a pale face Jimin stared at him from inside. His hairs are tangled and messy, it feels like he's just gotten out of the bed. But his eyes tell a different story for someone who came straight out of the bed. They indicate a lack of sleep.

" You could have just come in."

Even his usual honey voice comes out hoarse today, Yoongi knows the younger spent the whole night crying.

Feeling uncomfortable by Yoongi's gaze, Jimin shifts away from the door, letting him come inside.

They sit awkwardly in his small living room. His apartment is small but it's pretty decent taking in consideration that he's a part timer in addition to being a full time student.

" You want something to drink ?"

He stands up from his seat. There was never a need for formalities like this between them, it feels more awkward because of that reason.

Yoongi shakes his head but Jimin doesn't sit back on his spot. He suddenly feels uncomfortable sitting in the same room as the older.

" Then I'll get you something to eat."

He tries to run away from there, not wanting to have this conversation right now. But Yoongi is persistent.

" Jimin ah, let's talk. That's what I'm here for." Jimin doesn't turn over to face him, he doesn't even move a muscle.

" Please."

Yoongi pleads to him.

Sensing the sadness in his voice Jimin decides to sit. There's no running away from this conversation, he has to face the truth one day or the other.

" When did you come to know about it ?"

Jimin fiddles with his fingers, he doesn't want to say anything but he knows he has to. With deep breaths he let it all out.

" I was busy with college and stuff, so I didn't notice for some time. I neglected the symptoms as a normal stomach bug but when my heat was late I had a suspicion."

He stops in between to stare at Yoongi for his expression. He's looking at his feet, his face is hard to read. Was he mad ? Hurt ? Shocked ?

" So, I took a test yesterday and it came out positive."

He bites the inner of his cheek as he reaches to the end. He's afraid of being judged by Yoongi.

" Do you know how far along you are ?"

" Probably one or two months or somewhere in between."

That's the last time they had sex together.

Yoongi finally gathered the courage to look at him. It feels weird when he's looking directly into Jimin's eyes.

" Do you want to keep it ?"

That's the question Jimin dreaded the most. He himself doesn't know what he wants. He doesn't want to make any decisions that he'll regret later in his life.