Say you want me too ☾ ym ☽

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This is not the first time Yoongi's feeling Jimin's lips on his. But there's something about Jimin that makes him feel like every time is first time. It makes every experience fresh and new.

The way that Jimin is hurrying to catch his lips in between, Yoongi is reminded of every night they spend together. It's like his brain would never give him a rest from these memories because they always play in his mind whenever he's trying to sleep.

How perfect their lips fit, just like puzzle pieces. Even when one piece is missing from it, the puzzle will be unfinished even if it's just one piece. And no one really likes unfinished puzzles.

" Alpha~" Jimin moans as Yoongi's hand travelled down his sweatshirt. The cold touch sent shivers all over his body. Yoongi abruptly stops in between, he finally got back to his senses. Jimin never calls him alpha. He can't take advantage of Jimin when he's not in his right mind.

" I need you-uh alpha." This is drunk Jimin speaking. He tries to reach out for Yoongi's lips again but this time Yoongi stops him. He can't do this. Even if this is what he wants and is craving for he'll not do it because he knows Jimin doesn't want it. It's just his drunk self speaking.

" You have a boyfriend, Jimin." It's more like he's reminding himself that Jimin has a boyfriend and they're not supposed to kiss each other like they used to do while they were fuck buddies. Jimin is not his anymore. He never was..

Jimin tries some more time, whining and pleading but Yoongi doesn't give in this time. Finally after tiring himself, Jimin is asleep again. Yoongi picks him up bridal style and carries him to his room. The couch isn't the best place to sleep and neither will he let Jimin sleep there in his condition.

He went out of the room after tucking Jimin in. He'd need some time to fix himself, grabbing the nearest clothes he could, he stepped into the shower.

Usually it doesn't take him long to shower, but today he had so much on mind. Mostly, it was just him worrying about the younger. He picks up his phone, dialling up the number of Jimin's doctor. With a sigh, he puts his phone back.

He pace in the room for some time before hesitantly sitting next to Jimin's side. Jimin is sleeping in a straight position, his sweatshirt is curving out his bump so perfectly that Yoongi just couldn't stop himself from placing his hand on the clothed bump.

Yoongi's heart flutter at the contact with his child. He have an urge to leave kisses all over it.
He clears his throat and tries to speak in his softest voice ever. This is the first time he'll be talking to his baby.

" Hi baby." He giggles on hearing how high pitched his voice has become. He never spoke like this. But since he's going to be a father now he'll go through many changes like this.
" How are you doing ?" He's talking to the bump like it'll actually answer him.

" I've read that the baby can hear your voice at this stage. Can you really hear me ?" He's unsure if the books were really telling the truth or it was just a lie.
" I'm your dad." There's a new feeling when he says the word 'dad'. It feels too good to be true and he have tears brewing their way to his eyes.

" You know I love you so much and I can't wait for you to come out." He laughs at the words he's using. He's not the most verbal person when it comes to expressing his emotions. But right now he'd actually write a paragraph about what he's feeling. There's just too much emotions. So pure.

" I'm wondering what you'll like. Basketball, like me or dancing, like your papa ?" He looks at Jimin who's too busy floating in the dreamland unconscious of the conversation Yoongi's having with their child.

" You can do both actually. I'd give you basketball training and Jimin will teach you dancing." He smiles at the thought. Baby Min dancing along with Jimin. His heart would totally burst out of Uwus."

" He's very good at dancing but he don't show his skills often. He's a hidden gem." He whispers to the bump because apparently the walls have ears too and Jimin would kill him if his secret was out.

" Would you be more like me or your papa ?" The question made him think a bit.
" Honestly, I want you to be like Jimin." His imagination is getting occupied by a little baby with chubby cheeks, pouty lips and shining eyes. Just a little image of Jimin.

" I want you to inherit his genes because he's so marvelous." Jimin is much more than just marvelous. But apparently there's no word invented that could do justice to Jimin.

" If not anything, I want you to have atleast his eyes." He looks at Jimin's closed eyes. Even when they're closed he feel himself drowning into those dark orbs.

" You're asking why ? Because whenever I look into them I feel like I'm in paradise and it makes me fall in love with him anymore." He wish he'd the courage to say all this to Jimin's face. Atleast he have his baby now with whom he can share his secrets.

" He's the sweetest, isn't he? You know there are so many boys and girls in our college that have a crush on him." He frowns on the thought of that. Yeah, he's obviously jealous.

" I mean I actually can't blame them because he's the most gorgeous and kind-m hearted person but I still feel a little jealous." A little means A LOT.
" I want to keep him close to him. Want to make him mine." And now he's getting sentimental. Just the same old thoughts about why Jimin can't be his.

" He's taking good care of you right ? Grow up to be a healthy baby." With utmost care he pats the belly, fearing that he might actually harm the baby with just a little touch.

" Oh.. have you kicked yet ?" The question suddenly pops in his head. He remembers their doctor telling him that they could expect the first moment in this month.
" Did you already kicked for the first time ?" He frowns at the thought of missing the most beautiful moment of his life.

" I wanted to experience it too but I don't think so your papa will be comfortable with telling me about it. So it's okay." He brings himself to smile. What else can he do anyway.

" He's actually a little cold to me. But he's super soft with Taehyung and Jungkook. I'm sure we will be like them too once you arrive here." He caresses the bump, thinking about the day when he'll finally be able to cardle the baby in his arms.

" I think I'm disturbing your sleeping schedule." He looks at the clock.
" It was the first intimate time that I got with you so I got a little excited haha." He scratches the back of his neck.
" I'm sure I'll get another chance to talk to you soon, hmm." He hopes that there will be another chance.
" Now go to sleep."

He kisses the bump after thinking about it for a long time and whispers the sweet words.
" Appa loves you alot."