Unbreak My Heart

Kabanata 5

Kabanata 5
pillowtalk

I couldn't find any words to describe how I am feeling right now.

All I know is, whatever this is. It feels good.

Not once in my life have I ever felt this way. Every touch, every instance his skin touches mine, it makes me feel so crazy.

Still pinned against the closed door, Noah trailed kisses along my neck. The sensation he makes me feel made my whole body shiver at the slightest touch.

I felt his mouth brush against my jaw, and it was as if my body obliged as I unconsciously tilted my head to give him more access to it.

"Mmh.." I moaned.

Hindi ko makilala ang sariling boses.

I was just genuinely intoxicated and preoccupied at the moment.

I obviously can't handle stopping myself anymore. I want to stop stopping anything now. I think there's no use in preventing whatever is happening between Noah and me.

I tried that already, and I failed.

So bad.

That's why I'm inside my hotel room, kissing Noah. Do you see?

I hear Noah panting as he carried me to the hotel bed. The lights inside the whole room are set to the dimmest, but I can still see the way Noah looks at me. It was in his eyes that I first felt something. And it's still in his eyes where I feel like coming undone.

You ever felt that way when someone looks at you? That's how I've been feeling ever since Noah will look at me since the night we kissed. It's like we're two different people after that kiss. Something changed between us. Something intense.

"Are you sure about this, Maria?" He asks. I know he's confused about everything.

And I am too. But I can't even think straight at this very moment. I can't believe he's even asking me if I am sure about it.

Are my moans not enough to show him I am so into this right now? He invaded every inch of my headspace that my whole being wanted to feel everything he can make me feel.

My entire being wanted to scream, burn, come undone for him.

I nod, pulling his face close to mine to kiss him again.

But he pushes me gently, his eyes staring at me again. There he goes again being so careful with me.

"I want this.." I reassured him, my voice is shaking, well, my whole body is shaking because of everything that's happening.

I know I'll probably regret this later, but when he's this close to me, I can't think far ahead. I want this, and I want him at this very moment. I am here and I want him.

I saw his struggle as he shuts his eyes close for a brief second before kissing me passionately this time. His touch felt so hot but so soft at the same time. I feel like breaking under him. With every little touch, it feels like I'm this little puzzle he's slowly completing.

His bare hand touched my bare stomach as we remove each piece of clothing that still covers our bodies.

And he finally claimed me like I am really his.

"Hey..."  I hear him whisper to my ear.

My body feels like jelly, and I still hear my panting.