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Playboiuzi
Symere
I grabbed my books just at the bell rung and walked out of the class room. My mom insited that i walked home like i use to, but then was different.. I use to walk home with Jordan everyday but she thinks i shouldn't hang around him anymore, and she forced me to agree. I walked out of the double doors and down the steps being met with the smell of the freshly cut grass on the quad. I smiled walking out of the way cause I knew any second the doors would swing open and groups of kids would run out. That's what happened, the seniors and them the sophomores, I watched as kids from my class ran past me and the door swung open once more and the sound of a all to familar voice filled my ears. The same one that made my heart race, that made my knees weak.
I could hear him running to catch up with me " sy! Where you been.. You not cool wit us no more on something" he asked
I turned around rubbing the back of my neck " y-you know thats not what it is Jordan" i said
Jordan crossed his arms looking at me like he was waiting for a answer he deserved " okay. What is it then" he asked
I sighed looking down " my mom just dosent think we should hang out any more" i said starting to walk away
He followed after me starting to get annoyed " so what your a mommas boy now? Where was this attitude when you were sneaking out? When we were smoking?" He asked
I rolled my eyes turning around looking at him " i would have just ignored her but she said something.. That really got to me I guess" I sighed
Jordan looked down at me confused " what did she say?" He asked
I shrugged looking down " i guess she started to notice things.. She said im qoute on qoute 'sick'" i said
Jordan cocked a brow confused " like.. The flu?" He said
I shook my head looking down at my phone seeing the time " no, look i have to go.. See you around Jordan" i said before walking off
I hated this, i hated everything about it but there was nothing i could do. I walked down the street feeling tears start to build in my eyes. Fuck now i was crying i rolled my eyes wiping the years away and just foucused on getting home. I walked inside seeing my mom on the couch she smiled at me i rolled my eyes shaking my head running up the stairs. I ran in my room slaming the door shut sitting on the bed. I loved my mom but not in that moment. I layed on my bed for a while deciding i wasnt going to be in the mood for dinner. I closed my eyes slowly letting sleep take over. A few hours later I woke up to light knocking on my window. I sat up seeing it was dark outside i walked to the door opening it seeing Jordan there with his stupid little grin.
I rolled my eyes but i couldnt help but smile " you know my mom is right down there" i said
Jordan bit his lip nodding " good thing were going up instead of down" he said
I smiled watching him climb to the roof, we use to go there a lot mostly when Jordan needed homework answers but I was more then happy to help. I climbed up after him sitting down next to him in our normal spot. There was a blanket still there from just one or two months ago.
Jordan looked over at me smiling "hows your sickness?" He asked
I sighed looking up at the stars " still here.. Getting worse by the second" i said
His face filled with confusion once again " so if it insint like the flu then what kind of sickness is it" he asked
I looked over at him thinking of something to say " she thinks its a mental sickness I guess" i said
Jordan laughed out of confusion " im so confused. I dont understand what you mean man" he said
I sighed starting to get frustrated " like thinking the wrong way." I said
Jordan rolled his eyes grabbing my chin forcing me to look at him. I stared into his eyes feeling my heart start to race " can you elaborate sy?" He asked
I sighed nodding " i think i like.. Guys" i said mumbling the last part
Jordan stared at me supprised for a second before smiling " if your sick then im sicker" he said
I smiled looking up at him "sicker?" I asked
He nodded " way sicker" he said starting to lean in and pulling me into a kiss
It was short and sweet but we stayed up there for hours. But once it got cold we ended up climbing down and sneaking off to his house.
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