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Arthur
My second court date aint really make not budge but the voicemails and calls doubled. I aint want to stress cause something in me was telling me i had done it now and i wasnt gonna beat this case. The voicemails from my mom were short and not so sweet so i skipped through them and foucused mostly on the ones from cee. As much as it made me sick to say his voicemails were helping me though it. Before all this he always had that soft ass voice and now i felt bad cause every voicemail he seemed more and more worried. i didn't want to stress him out but i knew it was just hurt him knowing he couldn't do anything to stop me going to jail. I pressed play on the first voicemail.
" ive been thinking all day and i started to think i was just being a trip. I know you got this."
I smiled looking down shaking my head " nah ion think so" i mumbled to myself going to press the second one
" You got court in a few minutes so I'm tryna be supportive from a far" *laughs* " let me know how it goes, you got this man"
I sighed going back to my contacts to call loaded. He was my homie but we both been to jail before and we wasnt missing eachother that much " aye man" i said
Loaded laughed " man why you calling me and not cee" he asked
I laughed rolling my eyes " cause i aint tryna get sad right now" i said
Loaded stopped laughing " what you mean" he asked
I looked down sighing " my lawyer aint making progress and cee keep sending me these voicemails all concerned and shit. I aint tryna make him upset when I dont beat this case" i said
Loaded sighed " this gone be a time where you ask me to keep a secret from him aint it" he asked
I smiled " man just come over i bored as fuck and dont tell cee" i said hanging up
Thirty minutes later I heard my door knob turn and when it didnt open some loud noise from downstairs. I stood up running down the stairs seeing loaded sitting on my couch.
I looked over seeing the door was still locked " nigga how did yo-" i said
Loaded rolled his eyes " shut up your dumbass and come chop it up with me" he said
I rolled my eyes "first off im not dumb and why you cussing at me bro. I thought we was finna chill." I said
Loaded crosses his arms " nah nigga we not finna chill to you explain to me why your ignoring cee"he said
I rolled my eyes sitting next to me " I already told you i aint tryna make the nigga upset" i said
Loaded punched me in my arm making me look at him confused " what the fuck " I yelled
He rolled his eyes " you know your hurting him even more by doing this" he said
I sighed realising there wasn't anything i could do to make the situation better " look I don't want to know how bad im upsetting my friend right now"i said annoyed
