Forbidden Love

Chapter 18

Y/n POV

He embarrassed the crap out of me! My face is now redder than ever. I mentally groaned at the thought of him saying those words. Yeah, he is cocky and cute but that doesn't give him the right to humiliate me. Wait, did I just think of Yoongi being...cute? Where is my mind right now? I was interrupted by my internal thoughts when I ran my head into Yoongi's back as he abruptly stopped in front of his room. He moaned painfully. "So..sorry." I stuttered. I am such an idiot!

"It's okay. You sure were thinking a lot there though. Are you okay? Aww, is little Y/n-ie thinking about me?" He said in a teasing voice.

"No! I... I was no..not now k..keep walking, please. I am bored so let's do something, Yoongles." I tried to change the subject and called him by my old friend's nickname to see if it rang a bell.

"Okay, but I won't forget about this conversation, Y/n-ie." He is just mocking me.

Then I wanted to ask him a question. As we were walking into the guest room to sit on the bed, I said, "Hey, Yoongi? I have a question."

"Shoot it."

"Do perhaps have an old friend with the same name as me?" I asked.

'Uhh.. wh..what do you m..mean?" he stuttered.

"It's just, you called me Y/n-ie and only 1 person in my life has called me that. His name was Yoongi but I called him Yoongles. We always played in the woods but one day he left me. Maybe it was for a good reason, but I'm not sure. Yeah I was 7 years old at the time and my memory is fuzzy, but I can remember how much it hurt me when I was little." I explained to him.

"Y/n, listen and don't get mad at me. Yeah, I am that old friend you had in the woods. I had... family business so I had to leave. I tried to come back, but you moved. Things were eventually... complicated for me. I will explain further but now is not the time. I'm sorry for telling you this late, but it was and still is for the best. I really am sorry." He said. He sounded hurt so I didn't want to be mad. Instead, I just hugged him and said, "It's okay, Yoongi. I forgive you. I know it's not my business as to what happened, but if you need someone, I'm here for you. I was just upset not knowing the reason you left me. I thought it was because of me." I said and my eyes were watery but I didn't know why because I was only a child.

"Hey, don't cry. I'm here now and I will make a promise. After my uncle gives up the- I mean when he dies, I will explain everything. I know you won't understand anything now, but I will explain everything soon. Just give it time please." He said and kissed my cheek, but when he tried I didn't realize, so I turned my head and he got really close to my lips. Severely close.

"Oops. I'm so..sorry." I said.

"Haha, it's not your fault. I was trying to kiss your cheek but you turned. Anyways, wanna watch T.V. for a bit until the boys get back? We can stay in here and lay on the bed while doing so."

"That sounds great! And thanks for hanging out with me and telling me the truth, Yoongi." I said. He turned the T.V. on and started flipping through the channels. We eventually started to watch some Marvel movies. Later on, we heard a knock on the door, indicating that the boys were back.

"I will get the door. You can stay here. Thanks again for hanging out with me, Yoongi! I had fun. Maybe next time we could do this again." I said, cheeks getting a bit flushed talking to him.

"Yeah, this was pretty fun. Well, you get the door and I will get in the shower." He said. I walked downstairs and opened the door. "Welcome back guys!" I said.

They walked in the door, greeting me one by one.

*Fast forward because yo girl is la-Z*

Everyone was getting comfortable and in their sleeping positions after the movies we watched all night long. I was in my bed trying to sleep. I looked on my phone to see the time 10:47 PM so I decided it was too late and I was tired so I eventually went to sleep.

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