Only You

Protecting

Katsuki's POV:

I fall onto Kiri. Both of us breathing heavily. "Kiri, that was amazing." I say, lifting my head up, so I can look at him; there is a smile on his face.

"You're amazing Katsuki." He pauses, "And thanks for taking it slow."

I just smirk, "C'mon, let's go clean up. Why don't we go take a shower?"

Kirishima pops up quickly, "That sounds amazing!"

We sneak into the shower, it is about 12:15 at night, neither of us wanting to get caught. We shower and clean ourselves off and then head back to my room where we both fall asleep pretty quickly.

The next few days of school are amazing and even though we don't do it again, everything is just so fantastic. I couldn't ask for a better life right now.

Then on Friday, we do it again, this time I go a little faster, but I make sure that Kiri is okay with everything.

Afterwards we take a shower together and I put my box of condoms in the back of the desk drawer because I don't want anyone knowing what we are doing.

Kiri's POV:

Katsuki is amazing and I love him so much. Except I feel very insecure about myself when we are both naked. He is so much bigger than me. He doesn't say anything about it, but he must be thinking it. The first night we did it, I let him take the lead and he was so gentle and it was amazing. But then the second time, I thought we would switch roles and we didn't. I can't be mad at him because I didn't ask him or anything, so he probably just assumes that I don't want to switch. And I love when he is the top, but I want to be the top too. But thinking about it just makes me insecure again because it won't be the same as when he does it. He probably won't even feel me. Ugh. I don't know what to do about it.

Sunday morning, all of the Bakusquad is eating breakfast, which Katsuki made. After he cooked for us he left to take a shower and I get accosted because Bakugo isn't around.

"So Kirishima how is everything going?" Kaminari asks me.

"It's so amazing guys. I absolutely love Katsuki, you guys don't even understand."

I see Sero smirk and already know this isn't going to end well, "Okay, but the real question is: Have you guys had sex yet?" I knew it, I was really hoping they didn't ask this.

They all stare at me, no one making a sound. I gulp, I can't lie to these guys, "Yeah." I say, hanging my head.

"Eeeeeee!" Mina quietly screams.

Kamiari leans across the table, "So who's the top."

I look up at him, my eyes wide. This isn't good. I don't want to admit to them. I quickly turn my head, "Uhh..."

Sero's voice pierces my ears, "So it's Bakugo. Of course it is Bakugo! I knew it was, why would Bakugo not be top!?!" I close my eyes as if someone is throwing something at me.

"Aww Kirishima!" Kaminari says, "You must be at rock bottom." I feel a punch to my gut as all three of them start laughing.

I know they aren't trying to be mean to me. I know they are just teasing me, but it hurts a lot. I want to try being top, but I am too scared to ask Katsuki. They are right, I can't imagine Katsuki being on the bottom to someone and it's not like I dislike letting him be top, it's just that I don't have a say at this point. We have already done it twice, there is no going back now.

There is a loud crash and all four of us look to the noise. The door is slammed open and someone's foot is in the air, whoever it is, just kicked open the door. In an instant, there is an explosion and a flash flies past me. I look to where it was headed and Mina, Sero, and Kaminari are all missing. I shake my head and I see Katsuki standing up, where their missing chairs just were, his back to me.

I stand up and see the other three on the ground, cowering from Katsuki.

"I DON'T KNOW WHO THE FUCK YOU THINK YOU ARE! I TOLD YOU ASSHOLES TO STAY OUT OF OUR BUSINESS! DON'T FUCKING MAKING FUN OF KIRI! DO YOU HEAR ME?"

I rush around the table and shake Katsuki. "Stop! They were just teasing me, it is okay."

"IT'S NOT OKAY. ANYONE WITH MORE THAN A SINGLE BRAIN CELL COULD TELL THAT IT WAS HURTING YOU! I DON'T CARE IF THEY WERE JUST JOKING! IT WAS OBVIOUSLY AFFECTING YOU!" I back away and look down at the ground, sadness encompassing me. "Kiri I'm so sorry." Katsuki grabs both of my shoulders and pulls me into a hug, "I didn't mean to yell at you like that. I was just mad that they were making you feel bad. I didn't mean to yell at you."

"It's okay." I say softly, tears coming to my eyes. Of course I can't be a top compared to Katsuki. I am crying because I got made fun of and yelled at. What top, no, what man does that."

Bakugo pulls back and his hand lifts my chin up so we are looking at each other, "It's not okay. C'mon, I need to talk to you." Bakugo let's go of me and bends down. He then puts one hand in between my legs and the other around my shoulder and picks me up and walks up to his dorm room with me over his shoulders.

He kicks open the door and throws me onto his bed. I land on his bed and bounce up a few times as he closes the door, walking back to me once it is closed. I just lie still, too sad to move.

He lifts me up so I am sitting against his pillow and he climbs up onto his bed and sits in front of me. With my hands in his, he starts talking, "Kiri, I am so so sooo sorry. I should have asked what you wanted instead of just assuming. That was so wrong of me and I am so sorry for neglecting what you wanted. You want to be the top right? You can be the top Kiri, I don't care. I will do whatever you want me to so that you are happy. I am so sorry for not asking you. It was so rude of me and insincere and it was a horrible thing. Okay, so you can be the top from now on." His voice is so soft and it feels so nice to my ears.

"But you are the top. And besides, it's not like you would feel anything. I am too small for you."

"What? Kiri look at me," He grabs my chin and I look at him through my blurry vision, "Hey, I just thought you wanted me to take the lead so I did. But now that I know that you want to, then I will let you. It doesn't matter to me as long as you are happy. That is all that I want." I start to look down again, "Hey!" He lifts my chin up so that we are looking at each other, "You are so perfect Kiri. Your body is so majestic, I love every part of you and I can't get enough of you. You are not small in my eyes Kiri. If anything you are too big because there is just so much that I love about you and it is really overwhelming. You are perfect Kiri, don't you ever forget that."

Tears roll down my cheek and fall onto my thighs, I don't understand how Katsuki can be so perfect! I lunge forward, crashing into him. He falls backward on the bed and I hug him. "Are you sure you are okay being the bottom?"

"Yes! Of course I am Kiri!"

I squeeze him tighter and I feel him squeeze me tighter, "And are you sure I'm not too-"

"Yes! Kiri, you are perfect. I wouldn't change a single thing about you!"

I wipe the tears on Katsuki's bed. "Thank you so much Katsuki. You are literally the best person in the world. I am sorry for not talking to you about this sooner. And it makes me so happy how you defended me, not only today, but on Monday in class. I just feel really insecure about things sometimes and then you help me in the perfect way possible and you are just so amazing and I love when you stand up for me."

"I will fight every single person in the world at the same time if it means to protect you. Kiri I just want you to be happy because when you are happy it makes me happy and I love seeing you happy. And from now on, I am going to make sure you are okay with everything. I want us to be able to say anything to each other okay, so if you are ever feeling anything or thinking anything, tell me. You don't have to carry it alone anymore, I will always be on your side to help you carry it."

"Thank you Katsuki. I promise that I will tell you everything from now on. And since we are on that topic, I was thinking that you should go apologize to Mina, Sero, and Kaminari. They really weren't trying to be mean or anything."

"Tch. They are idiots Kiri...but if you want me to I will."