Winter's solace

Insecure

Alyssa woke up in a hospital bed. Peter was by her side. He looked like he'd been crying.

"Baby?" She asked

He slowly adjusted the bed so she was sitting in a reclined position. He looked angry.

"Baby what happened?" She asked "Why have you been crying?"

Bucky, who Alyssa just noticed, got up, kissed her forehead and left the room. Peter stayed quiet.

"Baby?"

"You haven't been eating." Peter said shortly

"I-"

"Why?"

Alyssa sighed. She knew this was going to happen. Peter would find out.

"I'm not right for the suit." She mumbled

"What?"

"I don't look good in my suit."

Peter sighed.

"You look good in everything." He said

"No I don't. My mother looks good in everything....I look like a child."

Peter laughed.

"You're not a child." He said "You're my wife. My beautiful, perfect wife."

He kissed her softly.

"I'm not perfect."

"You are!"

Slowly, she realized she was in the Compound.

"I'm not."

Peter got closer.

"How can I prove to you that you are?"

"I don't know."

Peter had an idea. He grabbed her hand, pulling her out of bed.

"Come on." He said

"Where are we going?"

"Your room." He said quietly

He pulled her to her bedroom and shut the door, locking it behind him. He pulled her into a rough kiss. She hummed against it. He smiled, lifting her up into his arms.

"You are perfect." He gasped, pulling away from the kiss. "I love every inch of you."

He kissed down her jawline.

"You don't have to look perfect to anyone else." He whispered "because you're mine."

Her breath started to hitch. He kept going.

"Peter, you need to-oh god."

He'd started in on her neck.

"If you can't see your beauty for yourself," he whispered "Then let me show you what MJ and I see."

He ran his hands down her fit figure, smiling at her curves and wrapping his arms around her back. He pulled her flush against his chest and pinned her to the wall. His hand went to the zipper of her suit and slowly slid it down.

"Peter." She gasped as he kissed her breasts.

"I love you." He whispered, sliding the zipper down further

He kissed her stomach. His mind flashed an image of Alyssa with a bump similar to the size of Mj's at the moment and he smiled at the thought. He slid the top half of her suit off and sighed at the sight of her body. How could she ever think she wasn't perfect?

He allowed himself to forget what he was trying to do. Allowing his desire to take over. He moved her to the bed and laid her down gently. He pulled her suit the rest of the way off, leaving her in her underwear.

"Lyssa." He whispered, hovering over her.

She arched her back, allowing him to remove her bra as he sucked on her neck.

"Peter." She moaned

He moved one hand to her throat and the other down to her underwear. He slipped them off and slipped his fingers inside her. She moaned loudly as he pumped them.

He suppressed a chuckle and kept going.

"Peter, please." She begged.

Her eyes were closed and her mouth was slightly open. A look of ecstasy crossed her face and he removed his pants and slid into her. She gasped, grabbing onto his shoulders as he thrusted.

"Beautiful." He whispered

She arched her back again and he dove down, latching onto her breast.

"Peter!"

He thrusted quickly, listening to her quick, stuttering breaths.

"Baby girl." He sighed, kneeling upright.

Her fingers were wrapped in the blankets. He thrusted hard and she gasped, her eyes shooting open. She moaned loudly, grabbing a pillow to muffle herself as she hit her climax. He watched her body rise and fall with each pulse and his eyes went back in his head. He arched his back, pushing himself deeper into her. His grip tightened on her hips as he came.

"Baby." He groaned.

She whined as he pulled out. He put his clothes back on and laid beside her naked body.

"Alyssa," he whispered "You are perfect and I love you. Mj loves you just the way you are. You have to eat."

"I know." She whispered.

"Then do it. The three of us are starting a family." He said, a happy smile crossing his face "We need to be healthy. For the baby. And for ourselves."