Our Marriage (M-preg) ✔

92. Confronting

Knot knew Tew, well-right from their childhood as they were family Friends he was always there with him in thick and thin of Tew's life until they join University joining in university Knot was totally in love with Arthit he was head over heels for him for all four years but he couldn't propose to him, he left Tew to his own, their conversations turned less, and they don't meet each other in their homes for lunch and dinner's because Knot was always engrossed with Arthit and his parties he is mostly a outgoing person who never cares for anything after being rejected by Arthit he turned a little of introvert but soon he recovered himself and dating Tew now he is happy with how his life is going on good career and a boyfriend is all enough to make himself and lead a good life he is not having any burdens and he is happy as he is!

Coming to Tew, felt so lonely in his home as his father was Always busy building his privilege and territory and his name he never liked to have a word with his step mae and interested to get close to his step brother, he felt so lonely when Knot left him he tried to talk out with him but he was scared to lose his friendship with him he tried desperate attempts to get close to Knot but all his attempts went unnoticed by Knot and In turn he got to hurt more

After Arthit left him for one year Tew felt Knot getting close to him once again but he never dared to express his love he stood as a friend to Knot supporting him until Arthit returns

Tew felt so bad when Arthit return he was happy as a senior returning after a long time but looking at Knot being happy as if he was having a long distance relationship with Arthit made him distressed

When Kongpob got married to Arthit, Knot was devastated he is drinking in bars and getting wasted he couldn't see him spoiling his health, the Knot he once know was very cheerful, play boy, but a honest person and a best friend to Tew but even knowing the dejected Knot was so selfish and terrible he went to the extent to harm his little brother, yet Tew cannot stop loving Knot

Tew used to take care of Knot and thought some senses into his brain everyday Knot would end up in bars after hurting Kongpob and kissing Arthit he felt that kiss has no butterflies it was so opposite the kiss doesn't show him any wet dreams his heart was normal, kissing Arthit he felt like a saint and terrible, thinking that is not love and just a mere attraction of Arthit's best friend nature which turned for Knot to have a misunderstanding he misunderstood Arthit actions as love instead of a care from a best friend.

With Tew help he tried to behave normally and went to foreign studies he don't want to show his face to his best friend's

When he was in foreign he missed Tew care and affection towards him he was missing Tew badly, but he didn't let that feel spoil them he thought he was again misreading his another friend care and he kept silent but heart was craving for Tew remembering him their childhood memories of casting a sand house in beach, playing Scrabble , watching cartoons, sharing home works , playing together, sharing snacks and lunch from one box, helping in assignment and exams shopping together, going to dinners and bars and drinking wasting their blood with alcohol, enjoying city life going on night rides, sharing chocolates every bit of memory made him run back to Tew after one year

But he was not sure of his emotions he don't want to repeat his mistakes he was testing himself and asking him repeatedly if it's love or just friendship slowly he started to guess Tew actions towards him.

The way Tew felt shy to change his dress In front of him, and when he kissed him for first time on his forehead how Tew went emotional and told him about his feelings All the things one one by gave him a clear feeling

They gave each other time to get to know their feelings well they held onto each other like best friends which soon turned into love

Knot always gives him few minutes of his busy schedule to Tew who was busy as well they used to go on dates and finally they were one now, who recognise their feelings like every other couple and started their relationship as boyfriends