Our Marriage (M-preg) ✔

74.Birthday evening

Arthit understand it is his first time to drop kongpob to his workplace the morning quarrel was sudden which he never expected the break out through kongpob he left him for fifteen days but every day his thoughts shuffle to and fro about his husband yet he don't dare to come out of his closet all he wanted to do was hide from everyone like a coward not only kongpob, infact he couldn't bare the idea of leaving kongpob behind but all the difficult scenarios playing in his head about his friends always backstabbing him, it was a hard time of recovery from his five years of first love not everyone but like few people his first love is a failure.

At first, he did not expect himself to fall in love with the latter person but finally he did falling for her as quick as she fell for him, like any other lovers they also experienced most beautiful moments in their journey of togetherness but like so many first loves their first love did not last forever

After two years of battle, upon requesting from his father as a responsible and dotting son of the family he accepted to marry kongpob the day he accepted he finally told to himself that he should never be remaining in memories of his first love what happen is happen! he thought to live in present the revelation it occur after two years of his devasting five years-long love break up, he know for him it was hard to fall in love with unfamiliar person but even then he thought he could do it because every person crave for that love, care and live a happy life leading a happy family, he was so involved in starting his second half with his life partner whoever it may be, though he know it will take time when he took a look at kongpob photo he thought he can do it! and when he thought to have dates with his life partner he was told that kongpob was busy and he just never pressured kongpob, he just left the matter as after wedding they will have time to know each other, it was just like a trial and error method for him if they succeed they will continue living a happy life if they fail they can have their separate ways because he once failed in long love so he don't have any confidence to fall in love and date, he thought that is a waste of process and he is not interested to share his life with anyone after the bitter memory although he knew it was mostly like a arrange marriage with some business proposal he thought to make his life better leaving it to luck and fate

Luckily this time fate did not play with him, he fell for kong and the latter kongpob was fallen to arthit and he was happy that kongpob made his present beautiful and showing a way for their future he saw himself in kongpob, he is everything for him, so he did not want him to know any of his past because that is a bitter memory which he left in past not wanting to bring it into his happy life he just want to surf in the beautiful moments of kongpob and then suddenly he felt his happy moments with kongpob got haunt with the bitter memory he left! and he find he has nowhere to escape

He suddenly felt breathless when kongpob question him! he thought it was an end for his happy relationship he don't want to face his past and answer their questions it was a suffocation which he felt for fifteen days he did not understand his abnormal behaviour he took time to heal his heart from the misery but he did not think about kongpob misery in leaving him all alone when he needs him the most, he made him suffer from his actions but arthit got disturb by his friends actions and he felt he is making kongpob life more difficult with his problems

And today rewinding all the fifteen days he felt absurd to waste his days being away from his sweetheart finally he recognized kongpob is the person whom he wants and nothing matters he suddenly felt like a victim of an untold story which he never like to bring it up, it was his past which he buried undergrounds and now suddenly he felt like his soul was snuck out of breath but whatever his anxiety in sharing his past with kongpob, everything has vanished when kongpob did not leave him he still was beside him he trust arthit with his life he did wait for arthit to come back, kongpob was his cure and again in today's quarrel arthit understand how much his husband loves him he was the one being absurd by leaving him alone which he felt dejected at his own behaviour feeling gloomy instead of escaping he should have faced the truth instead of bearing something in his mind he should have explained himself about his past, he felt like a coward for leaving his husband.