Our Marriage (M-preg) ✔

14.My normal feelings

14. My Normal feelings❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

After sending arthit off to work and helping jessy in kitchen he find himself sitting infront of a computer it is arthit's study room in second floor a library link with a door to pass into study room

The study room was spacious with a working table and computer sitting in corner with all system related to Xerox and scanning machine, colour printer, everything was all set

Sitting in front of a computer he was selecting all in-laws photos starting from their wedding pics to honeymoon trips, anniversary celebrations, their birthdays, relatives and many memorable photos, the selection was going for a long process it took him two hours to view all the beautiful memories of his inlaws and to select the best photographs

Subsequently, he informs jessy he was going out he went and was back with all stationary he needs to make a scrapbook-like papers, stickers, labels everything,

arthit already told him he would offer his help in preparing scrapbook late in night so he let the craftwork aside
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By the Next minute he find himself Sitting in library again thinking about the sudden new phase in his life it was like his life had different shapes of moon which can be illuminating with the help of sun, finally can kongpob see a full moon phase! Can sun illuminate other half-shape of moon?

One thing, it was clear that his father involvement is zero percent in this marriage all that his mother Jessy and tew made this marriage possible, now can he start believe in arthit?

But what make him comprehend to believe arthit! is it because arthit taking care of him? which his parents never does! so he might find it lovable.

the care which he never encounter is what arthit is showing him, those simple gestures of aiding care and tenderness, those no boundary kisses, even though they are simple pecks he find the sense of arthit aid in selfless expression of feelings unlike him and caring while arthit kissing him

During this quarter run of month, he observes arthit and tried to get what arthit is conveying to him! But to kongpob he is still thinking how can he just say that his feelings can be name as 'love'

it might be Kongpob is strongly craving for that simple care and love which no one ever show to him, so in his world arthit is the one person who is making him to experience him new feelings so he attract to arthit moreover there is nothing to wonder why he likes arthit!

It's simple arthit is being good and taking care of him they are married and so simply these are the ground reasons which are enough for Kongpob to believe in arthit.

Those are kongpob reasons from indefinite grounds he could not recapture his own feelings of he was falling to arthit all he was doing was giving a ground reasons for arthit being gentle and taking care of kongpob, his perception is going in a way of reading arthit's attitude he is not believeing in his own intitution and not studying how he is feeling towards arthit.

all arthit says something different he  expressed his feelings of liking kongpob on their first day of wedding he remember arthit saying he like kongpob eyes and he got an impression on kongpob in a blissful moment but what blissful moment - is making arthit fall in love with kongpob? and what is making kongpob to not draw a clear line to his perception in arthit's and his feelings! he is totally bewildered of arthit constantly showing his attention towards kongpob which is making him puzzle and beating around the brush.

though arthit vaguely gave him an idea that kongpob eyes were making him feel confident of falling in love, and kongpob could not actualize arthit underlying reason for saying an impression about kong's beautiful eyes