Our Marriage (M-preg) ✔

25. No direction

25. No direction

He is walking to somewhere without destination tears are flowing down.

Arthit was at a bar thinking all the incidents from his wedding day to till day all these days he was bearing hoping kongpob would love him but in-turn he is receiving a rejection of his love and care only, how hard he tried to understand kongpob, but he never get a chance.

arthit had so much pressure on his shoulders being a doctor and being a responsible child to his parents they never ask him anything, for the first time they ask him to get marry to kongpob and he accepted he thought he start to open his heart again for kongpob, but seems like he failed in this relationship, though he used to clear his schedules for kongpob to spend some time with him but never did kongpob opened up his heart for his husband

arthit, felt like he was the one who rubs his feelings on some other heart who was not at all having any interest in him, after getting completely drunk he took a cab and went home

kongpob was walking all the way to arthit without thinking about the pain in his feet and the distance he is walking for already for fouty five minutes, they reached at the same time,

when kongpob see arthit getting out of the cab, he came to sense where he was,

arthit was seeing kongpob standing at the gate "ohh!kong, what are you doing at the gate? are you waiting for me?" he is sobber

"phee are you drunk, lets get you inside na phee,," Kongpob wrapped arthit right hand onto his shoulder and pulled him by his waist he is struggling to help arthit to stand properly he somehow managed to take him to the bed room

"no kong, I want to go to upstairs terrace I want a free space." arthit complained in his sober state

"okay phee, let's go.." kongpob took him to elevator standing in centre of the mansion and they were now to the terrace and they sat on bench

Arthit lean his swollen red face on kongpob shoulder "did p'arthit drunk because of me, I have never seen you drinking."

"yeah"

Kongpob was stroking on arthit hair "do you love me because your parent choose me right!"

Arthit shook his head "I will fall in love at first sight with you! even if I see you before my parents introduce you to me, but for now all I can say is I accept this marriage because my parents choose you but it's my choice to love you... I LOVE YOU KONGPOB..." he yelled in his sober

To kongpob those words sting his eyes with tears

He see arthit slowly drifting to sleep

" p'arthit, don't sleep here, it will be very cold lets go down."

"no I want to sleep here." He wined hugged kongpob belly from both sides locking his arms tightly on sides of kong's waist, kongpob was blushing as arthit was hugging him tight he let him sleep on his lap and combing arthit hair arthit was snuggling close into kong's belly locking his arms around kong's waist

"sorry na p'arthit, really sorry, your such a good person, I think I am not suitable to you I am just a mistake if you knew this, you will throw me out I knew, I don't want to be known as a mistaken child birth." He sob

arthit shivered to cold breeze, kongpob in quick time he removed his shirt and placing on arthit shoulders to make him warmer, he is fighting with cold breeze and body pains due to the distance he walk

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it was morning at 7:00 am arthit woke up with a slight head ache from kongpob lap