Our Marriage (M-preg) ✔

63.Fight until you lose to oneslef

Kongpob lounged in back seat of car he ask the driver to drive to hospital he is fretting about what happen last night he didn't precisely intend to grill those questions, He is depleted reasonably so down emotionally he was stressed he did not expect he would preach such questionnaire to hurt his husband feeling, working all day he miss his husband who left him last night till now he didn't get any calls or messages


Those words from arthit, hurting him but nothing he could do except to feel down but sharing a life matter is not a obstacle I worried like I felt like I was left out when p'Arthit puts everything to himself but I couldn't think anymore, so I ask him? What is so wrong in asking him? I should talk with my husband, if not then who?



His driver was holding car door for Kongpob "sir, we have arrived"



Kongpob came out from his stupor state he got out peeving and now trudging to elevator he is feeling so tired stand in moving elevator, and it bing open on 3rd floor he directly squared to Arthit room



he see Arthit staring out to window he runs towards his husband draping his arms around Arthit waist "p'Arthit" he forename in a weak voice, and he get a minute of silence, he can sense arthit being muscled back is not relaxed from his touch

Arthit can sense his husband was tired, the tone came so low, they both knew they miss each other so much. The sudden dropping of arms make stand like a poll.


Yet arthit countered In a casual tone "I had work, leave."


Kongpob still stiffen his arms around Arthit waist "p'Arthit please" he snuggling his head on broad back of arthit feeling solace if relaxation


Arthit determinedly loosen Kongpob arms around his waist hauling him aside he walked out taking the file on desk


he is taken aback for arthit being bridled from his arms which is aching him, what he did or all he did for arthit to show such resentment on kongpob just asking about a issue does not mean arthit to push off kongpob

he could not imply to arthit wrath on him he is being flaccid he regret their last night conversation, he is feeling resentful for bringing up the topic, it's a past thing he could have let it go but he being tortured with arouse of mixed emotions in him.

his father clearly stated his intention in making arthit overwork, jack indifference to him and his older brother is not any new for him, he can take that everytime proving to jack aromous behaviour on him expressing that he is not at all affecting he is proving his father how strong he was he never knelt to his father for begging he is use to stay strong but he suddenly felt weak when jack was targeting his husband he never in his strong set of mind ever think of going on his knees but he did, he did it for arthit. After meeting Jack He is being an emotional wreck which cause him to elicit his emotional question about marise

he is aware of his husband trying to create a strong magnetic field for Jack his husband is asking him stay strong, he though he can do it! But once the old man elicit the weakness of kongpob, it gripped his emotions curl him into a weak soul which he never think he will do it, kneeling to his father for arthit, whatever the elicit reason may be finally his father achieved something which satisfies his egoistic heart


settling on sofa he is regretting for his two actions on is begging his father even though his husband keeps on saying they have to be strong and another, bringing up a fruitless topic he knew arthit is his and is it so unnecessary for him to bring up marise! Marise is a past which arthit hates, but he could not think of more reasons he simply wants to know what his husband wound is! As simple as that, and he wants him to share everything with him as he do, what is so wrong in asking about marise! what is a relationship meant for? Is not it for supporting each other through their thick and thin, kongpob once cradle in arms of his husband he wants to do the same for arthit, he wants to have strong bond between them he keeps sharing his dark past to arthit why cannot arthit do so?