I'll be yours and you'll be mine. <3 (Sean Diaz x Finn McNamara)

This is who I am. | Chapter 1

Hey. I try to write a good story, so please give me feedback and tell me if you like it. Don't be too hard on me please because I'm from Germany and I try my best to write in good English. Okay let's start now.
⚠️TW: Scars⚠️
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3rd perspective:
It's 7 a.m. and it's also Sean's first day of school since he was in a mental hospital. His father knocks on the door and comes in to wake Sean up. "Good Morning hijo." his father says with a calm voice. Sean opens his eyes and carefully sit up, he looks at his father's face, "Hey dad". "Are you really ready to go back to school? You don't need to rush things." His dad looks at him worried. "Yeah dad. I'm fine, trust me." "You know... I'm just worried about you because of what happened..." Before he can finish his sentence, Sean interrupts him "Like I said I'm fine and I don't wanna talk about it again okay? Can I just please get ready for school?" He sounds annoyed. "Okay, okay. I understand. I'm sorry. Lyla picks you up at 7:45 a.m. then you go to the bus together." His father says and then he leaves the room.

Sean's p.o.v.:
I go to the bathroom now because I have to get ready for school. I don't know if I'm ready to face all these motherfuckers again but I can't stay at home any longer and do nothing. I want my old life back so fucking much. I grab my clothes and put them on after this I look into the mirror. Jeez you look like shit dude. My eyes wander to my scar on my left arm. Guess I was lucky or something, at least my dad says so. I carefully stroke my scar. I never knew how to feel about it and I don't talk much about what happened. I go back to my room to grab my bag and my cigarettes. My dad hates when I smoke but he knows that he can't change it. I was ready to go out to smoke but then Daniel run into my arms. I hug him tight, "Morning little brother." I smile at him because I know he is worried about me. He's only ten I don't want him to worry about his big brother. "Hey Sean! I just want to wish you good luck and a good day, please call dad if something happens. I love you." Daniel says. God I love this kid so much. "I love you too enano." Suddenly someone ring our doorbell. It's Lyla. It's the first time I see her after mental hospital. She hugs me like she is afraid for her life. She talks a little bit with Daniel and my dad and then we go to our bus. I put a cigarette in my mouth and smoke. "You want one?" "No not today. Sean, tell me how are you?" "I'm good, okay? Can y'all please stop to treat me like I'm a damn baby!" I yell a little. "Sean. Please. We don't treat you like a baby. We are just worried about you." She looks me in the eyes with a serious expression. "Dude, whatever. How's Jenn?" "She's good I think. Why are you asking?" I don't answer her question. Everybody tell me that it isn't my fault that we stopped talking and dating. But deep inside me I still blame myself because I know I was too much for her. Because I never have my shit together. Yes, I'm one of those guys. Often sad. Don't talk much. Always overthinking. A dude who many people know but who doesn't have many friends. You know? Now she found someone better a month ago. Nobody wants to tell me who because they don't want me to feel bad. "You'll find someone else, Sean, who really loves you. As long as you don't have anyone I'm here. Well, you know I'm always here like a little annoying kid but I know I'm awesome!" She grins. I look at her and laugh a little. She knows that she makes my life so much better and I can be myself around her. The bus finally arrive and I pull the hood from my hoodie over my head because I fucking hate eye contact and I can already see everyone looking at me.

3rd perspective:
-At school-
Sean and Lyla walk straight into the building when they arrive at school. Suddenly Sean notices how he bumps his head because someone just run into him. He holds his head and looks up. He looks into blue eyes. It's a guy with brown dreadlocks and a piercing on the nose. A septum. He has tattoos on his face. "Can't you watch where you walk fucker?" This person says angrily and pushes Sean out of his way. "You ran into him dick." Lyla says annoyed but the person was gone already. "What's wrong with people?" "I don't know but it's okay Lyla. I just need a minute because my head hurts now." Man that was so fucking embarrassing. I want to go home already and I haven't even had my first lesson, Sean thinks. "Did you see this guy before here?" Sean askes Lyla. "No, he's probably new and pretty rude." Sean doesn't answer. "Which lesson do we have first?" "Math. I show you the way darling." Lyla says with a smile on her face.
They go to the room where the class is taking place.

To be continued ...

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That was chapter one. Thoughts? Feedback? Let me know in the comments if you want me to continue this story or if I can work on something.
I don't like my writing yet but I'm sure it'll change through the story. It was fun to write this. I hope you enjoyed reading this. :)