I decided for this chapter to be all Austins pov
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Austins POV
I rolled around in the tiny bunk, unable to strech out my long legs.
I groaned and swung my legs out and got out of bed.
I streched and popped my back,neck, and knucles.
I heard Tino mutter an 'ew' and i scoffed.
I went into the front louge to get brealfest and i saw Alan and Indigo sitting on the couch.
Indigos hair was different and it looked really good on her.
The blue,white,and black went well with her completion and eye color.
She had her mothers eyes.
Amanda's eyes.
I wished i never left her. Ihad no idea what i was thinking.
I loved her so much.
I still couldnt belive my own flesh and blood was sitting right there in front of me and i didnt even speak to her.
Why was i being so mean?
"So you screwed up your hair." I couldnt stop the words from coming out of my mouth.
God, i wish i could. I hated hurting her, but i still dont know why i do it.
She rolled her eyes and went back ton watching some creepy show.
Oh my god! American Horror Story! I love that show!.
And Alan watching it without me? He hates that kind of stuff.
Whatever.
I muched on my coco puffs and watched the show.
They were watching the coven season.
When i was done with breakfesti went into the back louge and played xbox.
About 30 minutes later i heard a werid dragging sound.
The drgging sound got louder as it came closer.
The little door to the lounge and Indigo was scooting arcoss the floor.
She wasent wearing her leg and I saw the stump for the first time.
(I know it dosent make sense but the leg was amputated at the knee)
"Sorry i left my phone in here." She said.
Her voice didnt sound like it normaly does.
It sounded more resevered, more hollow, more sad.
Probly cause i was so mean to her all the time.
I picked up her phone and through it at her.
I looked at her hairline and i saw the gash she did the other night.
"Have you cleaned it?" I asked.
She looked up at me confused so i pointed to her head.
"Oh, no, i havent." She gingerly toushed the cut and looked at her hands.
"Come on." I said in a mean tone.
She hopped up onto th couch and i got out the rubbing acohol and a cotten ball.
I sat her down on the tiny couch and cleaned the wound.
"Thanks." She said after I was done. I nodded and I watched her scoot off into the other room.
I needed to talk to her.
I went out into the room she was in and she was climbing on the couch so I picked her up from under her arms and I carried her into the back lounge, her letting out a scream on the way.
"What the hell are you doing?" She shouted flabbergasted.
"We need to talk." I said without emotion.
"About what." She said and crossed her arms over her chest.
"Your mom."
Her face went pale and she only stated at me.
"I was young, and stupid, and in love. I freaked out when I found out she was pregnant, and I guess I up and left and that was a huge mistake. I felt awful and I want to make that up to you. Will you for give me?" I asked her.
I just poured out my heart and soul to the only daughter I had and I had no idea if she even liked me.
"Well?" I asked getting anxious.
"Never."
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Fanfiction" let me make something clear," Austin said." I don't want a child. I'm sorry but you'll have to find someone's else to take care of her." My jaw dropped. "What?" I whisper. " Hey sorry but I don't want a kid, I left your mother cause she told me sh...
