I'm dizzy
Don't want to be on this ride no more
The constant up and downs are making my head storm
I'm dizzy
Shaking around like a bottle of pills
Child lock won't let me loose
Relief when I come to a stop just to be dropped
Suffocated by these locks and chains that i hand made
I'm dizzy
Today's ride might be a bit more desirable
Unlocking a new sky of clouds and sunshine
I'm dizzy
This is not reality
Yes I'm dizzy, but maybe i like this uneasy feeling
It's the comfort of a mothers nurturing hold
The warmth you are used to
I will continue to be snatched out this womb, but it is my home
I'm dizzy
A/N
I'm at an interesting part in my life, whichever turn I decide to make can either make or break me. I'm confused by the fact that I'm still depressed just because I had a couple of good days and my mental health has been improving a lot. I'm probably the most mentally stable I've ever been and it's kind of scary, but really good at the same time. I just wrote this to help me cope in a healthy way.
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