The eyes that I used to be able to see so clearly from
Now so blurry from the constant tears that roll down my cheeks
These eyes that let me see all the hurt
These eyes that let me see the betrayal
These eyes I wish I didn't have
These eyes that I see from
These eyes that everyone uses to see different things
Some see happiness everywhere they go
How much I wish I had those eyes
But people with those eyes are blind to the truth
People with those eyes are blind to me
Their eyes tell them that I'm perfectly fine
But only if they really saw the pain behind it all
Yes you see the girl who never sheds a tear, but at the end of the day she will be crying more then ever
Look in my eyes and you will see
You will see the girl breaking behind the fake smiles
But I see that girl everyday
God knows I wish I didn't
I don't want to see the hurt
I don't want to see the scars I leave on my arm or my legs
But most of all I don't want to see myself with my eyes
But the fight of keeping them closed is impossible at this point
So I let the tears come out of my big brown eyes
All those people who were blind now see the truth
Now I wish they didn't see because now they know my secret
That I am the girl who wishes to have no eyes
If only they were blind again
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