“You're so strong just look at all you've been through”
They say this with such ease
I think back to the word "strong"
That word jumps through my mind
If I am “strong” why does it take everything out of me to smile, laugh, be happy
The fight I loose every time trying to keep out the thoughts, and images
Call me anything but strong because I'm loosing at this never ending battle against life
And I guess I'm starting to let it win
So yes I've been through shit that can bring tears to my eyes throughout the night silence, but I am anything but strong
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