Two hours had past and tears were still streaming down my face. The amount of tissues I had used was unbelievable. Yet not as unbelievable that my so called family have been lying to my face . Connor looked at me then back and the wall where his laptop was.
"I need to show you something lily" he said smiling with that adorable Scottish look. I went over to him and gave him a quick hug as I brushed passed and sat down on the chair where he indicated me to go.
"Sometimes when I need a smile I just watch this" he said humbly I could feel his heart beating as his comforting hand stroked my head. Picture after picture video after video the memories of us when we were younger playing around. The vamps doing there singing as I'm filming then I drop the camera and we all laugh. I pressed paused. A picture of me and Tristan came up on the screen of him kissing the side of my face. We bother let out a little laugh. Connor pointed out that brad was in the background looking at us with a curious sad look.
Connor and I tell literally everything to each other how ever big or small the problem is. we are always there for each other.
"Connor i need a " he stopped me half way through my sentence
"a hug ?" He laughed i nodded and raised my eye brow. The moment when I let go of him was when it all came flooding back, I kept hearing them say it again. I stood up franticly. "Connor I can hear his voice, the warm hello Lilly how's your day been. do you wanna come and meet the lads with me? He has been just one big lie to me! I'll never be able to look at him the same way." A wave of anger washed over me like the worst storm you had ever seen. fear of my own feelings.
"Lilly listen to me, you're ok you are with me !" He said trying to calm me down as I hastily walked up and down his bedroom.
With all the energy of which the crying didn't take I screamed with all my lungs could give. Grabbing anything and swinging it across the bedroom. Scratching the wall. Hitting the chair. Connor came and strongly took control of my actions holding my arms tightly upwards. My whole body starting to feel like it was collapsing into a puddle of regret. My hands immediately covering my face in shame .
"I'm sorry connor I shouldn't take it out on you" I said sniffing.
"It's okay I'm here for you, your stronger than you think Lilly when are you going to realise this ?"
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Risk It All for Cecilia
FanfictionLily (Cecilia) McVey is a teenager known as James McVey's sister by many fans of the band around the world - but what she isn't known as is Brad's girlfriend. That's a secret though; which they don't intend on anyone finding out. When Lily finds ou...
