Pretending

Chapter 6

Thanks so much for hundred reads, I'll make this chapter good i promise :)
xoxo -Kaylee

To add to all my depression and issues, the anxiety doesn't help. No, it doesn't spiral out of control, but it happens. Like yesterday, when Cade made up with me. I had a full blown attack. I think it was because i was worried it would happen again, and again, and again, that he would hurt me over and over. But i calmed myself down, thinking good thoughts. I replied my makeup, and went to my next class.

After i got home, it didn't get much better. My mom was yelling at my brother for who knows what. And my dad was yelling at the football game. So, I went upstairs with my major headache and closed my door. I didnt feel like doing homework, so i just laid down and listened to Sleeping with sirens. Yes, I know what your thinking, why the hell is this "popular" girl listening to metal? Well, its one side of me that no one knew, But again, absolutly no one knew who I really was.

-buzz-

"Hey babe, wanna go something to get away?"   -Cade 

I text him back, "Sure, I'll meet you by our spot :)" xoxo -Mia

When we first met, we had this place at the football field. It was a spot between the concession stand and the bleachers. And it was perfectly hidden, because there was always a big banner blocking the entrance. Only a few of the populars knew about the place. The usual spot to give blowjobs or make out. So you had to be extra careful wlakng back there.

I tell my mom I have to go to a friends house to study for a "test", of course I lied. I get in my moms car, and drive off to the field. When I get there, I see Cade's truck. I take the key out of its slot, and lock my car. I walk to our spot, pushing the banner out of the way.

"BOO!"

"Holy shit Cade, you fucking scared me!'

"I know, that was the point!', he grimaces and winks in my direction.

"You know, I could just leave," I say jokingly.

"I know you wouldnt do that," He says with a grin.

"I would have to think about it"

And after that, he started to kiss me. Gently at first, then he put more intensity to it. I really didnt want to get too far with this, but I made out with Cade all the time. I was used to it. He was gliding his tongue on my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I moaned, and couldnt restist. I open my mouth for his tongue to explore. He tasted like sugar and honey. It was odd, but so addicting.

He obviviously wanted to explore more, but i kept his hand on my waist and above. I didnt mind him touching my breasts, it felt good. But I wanted to save my V-card for a special time. Without knowing, somewhere in the tangled bodies, he took off my shirt. He let go of my lips, making a sucking noise. He moved down my neck, to my soft spot. It made me moan, which excited him more.
"You have a way of turning me on," said Cade, and yes that was sorta cheesy. but it was cute. He went back to my lips and started exploring my mouth when a flashlight was shoved in our faces.  The cops.