One Night... Stand?

Shooketh

"I like you Dale." 

That kept on ringing in my head over and over like a ruined cassette tape. I remember seeing my parents play a small tape that they had to roll back over and over when in reality it was strangling our old stereo as it spewed rolls of what seemed like film, When they turned it back on it still sounded crappy. Either way, my example still should make sense.

"I like you too... as a friend." If I can facepalm myself right now, I would have shoved my whole hand to my face. God that was embarrassing. More so, it was stupid. That was wrong and stupid in so many ways that I could think of.

His lips nibbled my earlobe making me squirm at the sensation. He let out a short breath, grinning, as if he found satisfaction to his actions. That place was one of my weak spots only Connor would know. He wouldn't really do it in public all the time but when he can, he did. I cannot resist myself when does things to me though.

But this was not Connor at all, it's fucking Roy! Roy Lance! May's little brother was toying with my heart as if he's a kid playing with LEGOs. He breathed out warm air on my neck, as if scanning for what could make me submit. My breathing on the other hand hitched and panic started to rise. I wanted to throw up again, but I held it back it. I still cannot find the strength to push him aside.

He licked that one spot just under my jaw and once I again, I shivered. I clearly remembered Connor leaving a mark on that very spot  this morning as we showered. It made me feel very awkward because my parents would have noticed it that's why we decided to book it earlier. "S-stop this. P-please, I b-beg you." I stuttered, as he his taunting on me continued. It's not that I'm weak to push him off me, but I was not strong enough to get away from this feeling of submission. I hate myself for being such a wuss!

I closed my eyes tight, so hard that even if I shed tears now, they'll just be stuck in my eyes. You know that bitter feeling when you start crying and not opening them. Roy grabbed both my hands and pushed them down as he closed the distance between us, now just separated by our clothing. I can smell that he wears a strong perfume, but not strong enough to hurt my nose. It's not soothing, though.

Suddenly the washroom door opened and he quickly disengaged himself from me, smirking, as if he has achieved his goal, whatever that is. But before letting me go, he slipped a piece of paper in one of my pockets on my blazer. I ran out as fast I could, not minding the attention that I was drawing from everyone. I made my way to my locker and decided to skip the whole afternoon. This is too much right now to handle.

I grabbed my backpack and got out of school not too long after, almost stumbling on the sidewalk when I accidentally dropped my laptop. Well shit, my parents aren't going to like this one if this is broken. I didn't care about that for the mean time though, I need to get some distance as far as I could from the school. I can just text Connor later on, when I arrive at home. I hopped on the bus minutes later.

A swirl of questions were circling inside my mind right now. Why would Roy, of all people would say that he likes me? I don't think he's even gay or bisexual or any of the sort. I mean, labels are for clothing right? Me and Connor didn't really label ourselves as such, we just tell people that we love each other and we didn't really care what everyone calls us. 

Also the fact that Roy has a girlfriend doesn't make sense? Is he going to cheat on her for me? Am I going to cheat on Connor as well? God I love Connor so much that I'm ready to tell my parents anytime soon about our relationship that had been going for nearly a year now. I don't want to ruin that to be honest. Plus we've had plans laid out for us when we go to Uni next year. I cannot cheat on Connor, why would I do such a thing? He doesn't deserve to have someone be in a relationship with him, just to find out that I have an affair with someone else. Also that is with my friend's 'little brother' too.

Sure Roy is an attractive guy, but... I don't want to do this, I may have a slight crush on the guy but seriously, that's all about it. 

I'll tell my parents tonight, about me and Connor. This should help our relationship and establish my own feelings.