Hehe I've let yuou guys wait for too long oop-
Enjoy x)
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Faith POV:
I feel a warm hand underneath my shirt, I open my eyes and turn around. I face 2 beautiful ocean blue eyes. God I could literally drown in them. ''Goodmorning princess,'' Sem says. ''Goodmorning,'' I say, still a bit sleepy. I feel so god damn dizzy, isn't gonna last long before I have to puke. I shouldn't have drank that much.
Suddenly I realize it again, my moms. I look at the alarmclock next to the bed, it's 11:30 am. ''Fuck, I gotta go. Cya!'' I say in a rush. I get up and feel that I'm still not in a perfect state to walk, but I have to. I walk down the stairs and hear Sem sreaming something after me, ''Was fun, hope to see ya again princess!'' A smile appears on my face, why's he so cute ughh.
I face a total mess when I arrive downstairs, everywhere empty bottles of beer and wine. And here and there some siggarets, I don't remember how much I've drank but if I look at the mess I guess that I don't even wanna know. I open the door and leave the house, thinking about how I'm gonna make it up with my moms. This is gonna be my dead, I left the house without permission, I'm hungover, I've slept with a boy and the worst thing, Daan knows Sem. She also knows that it's a fuckboy and if she finds out what happened she's gonna invite him for a cup of thea. That will be his worst cup of thea ever.
I just arrived home and knock on the door. I prepare myself for some shouting and when the door opens I close my eyes. I hear nothing, for 10 seconds. I slowly open one eye and see Beth walking back to the living room. Why doesn't she shout at me? Why isn't she angry? I get in and close the door behind me. ''Uhm, aren't ya supposed to be angry?'' I ask Beth. She doens't reply. This can't be good...
"Beth I'm really sorry, I shouldn't have done this..." I say, hoping she will response this time. "You walked away without permission, went to a party where you drank, you probably kissed with a boy, or even worse. Looks like you think you're mature enough don't you? If you think that you can do all of this stuff on your own, fine. But don't ask me if I can help you with your homework, if I can drive you to school, don't even ask me to cook for you cause from now you're gonna get your own food when you're hungry. Clearly?" Beth said in a rush.
Damn I really messed up this time, I hate myself. I never cry, but now I do. I feel a tear on my cheek, followed by a complete waterfall of tears. Beth can't see me, she's on the couch in front of me, reading a book. I'm sure that she can hear me cry, she just doesn't give a fuck. I get it, I'm a horrible daughter. No one deserves a daughter like me. What have I done? I must have broken her. She doesn't show anything which seems like she's hurt, but I know that she feels hurt deep down.
"You're right. I'm a horrible daughter and you guys deserve way better. I'm really sorry." I say, crying, my voice unstable and low. "I love you mom," I say. Now I've made sure that she knows that I love her its time to leave. Time to give my moms the space and rest they deserve.
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Welp isn't really long but okay lmaooo
Love yaa xz
