BTS 8th Member (Male OC)

Nightmares ~ Chapter 15

I stood on the grounds of my family home looking out over the fields that went on for what seemed to my tiny form miles and miles. They went on forever and the world outside of them seemed a lost dream, something I'd never be able to reach. I heard movement behind me and turned to see my father stood watching me a few feet away, I tried to run to him, call his name but nothing came out, my feet were planted to the damp grass, panic rose in me when I saw my mother appear behind him, gun in hand and a sneer on her face, I saw her raise the gun whilst my father continued to stare smiling at me I screamed but nothing came out, I couldn't even turn away, my body stood in fear as I watch her click the barrel and boom!

He fell.

I fell.

~Namjoon pov~

I woke to Arin Screaming next to me, he was thrashing like someone was holding him down, I ran to him and grabbed his shoulders in hopes it would stop him moving before he injured himself more.
"Arin! It's okay wake up!" I shouted shaking his shoulders gently, his eyes sprung open and he violently pushed me away screaming for me not to touch him. I just sat in aw staring at him whilst he placed his hands on his face and rocked back forth. Once he'd got his breathing steady he looked up at me.
"N-Namjoon?" He looked at me with pleading eyes like he hoped I was real. I just nodded and moved closer, placing my hand on his shoulder reassuringly, I felt him relax under my palm. "I'm so sorry.....I've ruined everything for you guys" he whispered like he meant it only for himself and had no intention of my hearing him.
"You've ruined nothing, but you need to be honest with us, we can't work if we keep secrets we all learned that along time ago, you just need to catch up mate" he looked at me and smiled slightly I was glad what I had said reassured him if only a little.

"Okay I'm ready to talk."

~Arin Pov~

Me and Namjoon waited a few hours before going and waking the others up, they slowly came into the living room squatting wherever there was room, Tae was the last to enter and when he did he couldn't look at me not that I blamed him he wouldn't have been pushed to do what he did yesterday if I had been more honest with them from the beginning. Once they were all comfortable I told them everything about my father, who my mother was and why being with them was never really my choice. I told them about my abusive brothers who had done to me what they did the night before, they all sat quietly listening the entire time and stayed quiet after I was finished "that's everything, I honestly never wanted to put you guys in this position I never wanted to ruin anything I'm so sorry" I wanted to look down but I didn't I stayed looking in each one of there faces I wanted them to know I meant every word.

"Well.....holy shit" Jungkook said sitting crossed legs in front of me.
"Language kook" Jin tapped him on the back of the head, receiving a tap on the knee from jungkook back.

"I understand if you want me gone I'm sure I can find a way to get away a from my mother and if I can do it without involving you guys it'll be much better" 

They all looked at each other, it was creepy like they could communicate clearly without words, "Do you mind giving us a minute to talk?" I nodded understanding what he meant and slowly rose myself from the sofa, my whole body ached and each step took me twice as long as normal, as I got close to Tae I caught my foot on the edge of the table and fell, or nearly did anyway I felt a pair of hands under my arms holding me up, when I looked up Tae was holding me up our eyes met and I smiled at him with gratification.

"Thanks" I got back to my feet and he instantly removed his hands looking away, hey it wasn't a lot but It was something maybe I could still make up with him eventually, I continued to my room and laid down grateful to be off my feet again. It felt like a massive weight had been lifted finally someone other then myself knew what my mother was doing, it both scared me and made me feel empowered.