Don't Let Me Go

Chapter 9:

Hayden's POV:
I woke up feeling lightheaded. I groaned holding my head. I sat up opening my eyes to see Dean standing there with a concerned look on his face.

"Are you ok?" He asked with worry in his voice.

"Yeah. My head hurts." I whined.

"Why did you go to sleep last night crying and why did you sleep on the couch?" He asked.

"I was crying because you called me a bitch and the babies wouldn't stop kicking. Plus I was to lazy to go into the other room." I shrugged. He sat down next to me pulling me on his lap.

"I'm sorry for calling you a bitch. I love you." He said kissing my cheek. Dean just sat there smiling at me.

"What?" I asked smiling back.

"Your just so beautiful." He smiled making me blush. I turned my head away but he turned it back with his finger on my chin.

"Don't hide when your blushing. Your cute when you blush." He said making me blush more.

"I can't believe that your already 5 months pregnant." He said placing his hands on my stomach.

"Well 6 months tomorrow." I smiled and smashed my lips to his.

"What state are we going to next?" I asked him laying my head on his shoulder.

"Arizona." He said. My smile completely dropped when he said that word. I promised myself I would never go back there. That place was full of bad memories. That's the place where my life fell apart and crumbled into tiny little pieces. I teared up remembering all of the bad memories. Dean noticed and became concerned again.

"Bean what's wrong?" He asked.

"Nothing. Can we go get breakfast? I'm starving." I said with a fake smile. I could tell that he didn't believe me but didn't want to cause an argument. He nodded.

"Sure. Let's go." He said standing.

"Can you help me up?" I said putting my hands out to him. He chuckled grabbing my hands pulling me up. I walked into the bedroom and took out a brown long dress. I threw that on and with a pair of black flats. I put mascara and concealer on with my hair in a high ponytail. Dean was in the bathroom in the shower so I decided to text Morgan to see if she wanted to hang out later.

Dean came out and smiled at me. I smiled back and looked in the mirror at my stomach. I just burst into tears.

"Woah, woah, woah. Babe come here. What's wrong?" He asked pulling me into a hug. I pulled away and looked up at him.

"I'm fat! I look like a fucking elephant." I cried. He just pulled me into a hug again.

"Babe you aren't fat. Your beautiful. You definitely don't look like an elephant." He chuckled. I pulled away and smacked his chest.

"It's not funny." I pouted crossing my arms.

"Ok, ok. It's not funny. Now do you want to go get breakfast?" He said while giving me warm smile. I nodded and kissed him. I skipped out of the room and down the hall to the elevator. The doors opened and I squealed.

"ROMAN!" I said hugging him tightly. I heard him and Dean chuckle.

"Miss me?" He asked. I pulled away and smiled wide up at him. I nodded my head really fast. He just chuckled again.

"What's up with her?" He asked looking at Dean. He just mouthed 'hormones'. I gasped.

"I am not. Asshole." I said crossing my arms and stomping on his foot. He yelped in pain and held his foot jumping.