Don't Let Me Go

Chapter 13:

Hayden's POV:

Dean pulled up into the hotel parking lot and we got out. I grabbed my bags and Kenzie's car seat while he grabbed Lizzie and Bryn's car seats. We walked into the hotel and got into the elevator. The elevator got to our floor and we Dean walked to our room. I was about to walk out when Kelly got in and shut the doors quickly.

"Open the doors now fucking bitch." I said through clenched teeth.

"I just need to tell you this. Just listen. That day when you left, I was on my way to your house because I wanted to ask if you could go with me to my Mom's club. I was working that shift that night and I didn't want to be alone. I walked into your house and heard a huge crash from upstairs. I walked up the steps only to be shoved into the wall and someone kissed me. I pushed them away to see a drunk Dean. I asked what happened but he ignored me and started kissing my neck. I got distracted and things happened. I'm really sorry and I want to be friends again. What do you say?" She said while smiling at me.

"How about no." I said smiling back at her sarcastically. She scoffed.

"Well I made it all up anyways. I thought that you should know that while you were gone playing mommy, I pleasured your man. We hooked up so many times while you were away, I lost count. Well here's my stop. I just want to let you know that, Jon's my man. Always has been and always will be. Have a good night." She smiled before getting off the elevator. I was so upset but didn't want to show it because the girls needed to go to bed. I sighed before getting off on my floor and going to the door. I knocked on it and Dean opened it.

"We need talk." He said to me while shutting the door behind me. I was a little worried but I let it go because I didn't do anything wrong. We walked into the room and I took Kenzie out of her car seat and carried her into the bedroom. I laid her on the bed and changed her diaper and put her into a onesie. I kissed her forehead before walking back out and into the kitchen. I grabbed her bottle and started feeding her. I looked over to see Dean watching tv holding Bryn in his arms. She was kicking her feet and giggling as usual.

I look down to see Kenzie asleep. I smiled at my little baby. I carried her into the bedroom laying her in the middle of the bed with pillows on both sides of her. I picked up her blanket and laid it on her.

I went back out into the living room and grabbed Lizzie. I carried her into the bedroom and did the same that I did to Kenzie. I changed her diaper and put her into a onesie. I carried her into the kitchen and started feeding her the bottle. She fell asleep in my arms and I carried her into the bedroom. I laid Lizzie next to Kenzie and she cuddled into her. I smiled in aw and then kissed both of their heads.

I walked into the living room to see Dean still holding Bryn. He looked over at me and looked back at the tv. That's weird. He didn't even smile. I grabbed Bryn out of his hands and walked into the kitchen getting her bottle. I walked into the bedroom and closed the door. I changed Bryn's diaper and put her into a onesie too. I sat down on the bed and fed her the bottle. Her little eyes slowly closed and I kissed her forehead before laying her next to Lizzie. I pulled the blanket over her and walked over to my luggage. I grabbed out a pair of shorts and a tank top. I changed into it and walked into the living room. Dean was still sat on the couch watching tv. He looked my eyes and rolled his eyes before looking back at the tv.

"What the hell is your problem?" I asked him. He ignored me and kept watching tv.

"Answer me!" I yelled. He turned my way and looked pissed.

"Why the hell did you let Dolph and Randy pick out the fucking names?!? Why was Ziggler there for the birth, but I wasn't?" He yelled standing up. I chuckled.

"This is what it's about. Ok fine. How about the fact that they were there for me when you weren't?" I asked him starting to get pissed too.

"I didn't know where the fuck you were! How was I supposed to know?!?" He yelled.

"Maybe if you didn't cheat on me with that fucking whore, then we wouldn't be in this situation!" I yelled at him. I was fuming now. He can't blame this all on me.

"I didn't cheat on you! She kissed me!" He yelled starting to pace around the room.

"You didn't even apologize! You should have never even let her in your locker room! I think that it's funny how the whole time I was gone, you didn't give a damn! You maybe called three times at tops! It was probably because you were fucking Kelly while I was carrying your kids! Maybe she was right! Maybe you two were hooking up the while time I was gone! Tell me, why is she so much better than me? What's wrong with me? Is it because I'm fat and ugly! Is it because I'm pale and short! Is it because I have short legs! Is it because I have a huge ass! Tell me, what's so good about her?" I screamed at him. He opened his mouth to speak, but I couldn't take this right now.

"I'm done, your done, and we're done. I can't handle it anymore." I said while letting a few tears fall before I walked into the bedroom slamming the door shut and locking it. I crawled into bed pulling my babies close to me while I cried myself to sleep.

I heard the hotel room door slam shut which made more tears fall. I can't believe he would just walk away just like that. Now I know me and the girls meant nothing to him. He probably is going to see Kelly right now. What was I even thinking? Why would I forgive him? I should have known that he would never change. I should have known that he was still the stuck up jackass that he used to be. I thought before I slowly drifted off to sleep.