Don't Let Me Go

Chapter 15:

Hayden's POV:

We walked down the street till we got to the outlets. Nikki and I pushed the strollers into Carter's. We were going to shop for the girls first.

"Omg! Look how cute this is! What about these? Omg! I love this store!" Nikki squealed grabbing these really cute boots.

"I'm getting these for my little nieces!" She squealed while grabbing really cute outfits. I just laughed.
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After a long day of shopping with Nikki, we literally spent five and a half hours shopping. We were now back at the hotel and Nikki decided to put Bryn in the bath for me. Lizzie was asleep and so was Kenzie. I had already put them in the tub and already gave them their bottles.

I was sat on the couch in my pajamas because I already got in the shower. Nikki came out and plopped down on the couch next to me.

"Thank you so much for today Nikki. Your truly my best friend and I could never replace you. You have helped me so much today and I can't help but say thank you. I love you Nik." I smiled hugging her.

"Anything for my Hayd. I love you girl. I would do anything for you." She said while hugging back.

"Let's watch a movie." I smiled pulling away. She nodded and grabbed the remote searching for a movie. She turned on The Notebook.

We were ten minutes in when I heard one of the babies start to cry.

"I'll be back." I said smiling to Nikki. I stood up and walked into the room. I walked over to the bed and saw Kenzie crying.

"Baby what's wrong?" I said kissing her forehead. Her forehead felt really warm. She kept crying. I picked her up in my arms and cradled her. I bounced her up and down.

"Sh, sh, baby it's ok. Mommy's here." I whispered kissing her head again. I walked out of the room towards the living room.

"Hey Nikki can you help me I think that Kenzie's si-" I froze in my spot. Nikki wasn't sitting there anymore. This time it was Dean.

"What's wrong with Kenzie?" He asked worried standing up. I couldn't speak because I was still upset about our argument yesterday. Kenzie was still in my arms crying, but she was screaming now.

Dean walked towards me and took Kenzie out of my arms. He cradled her in his arms and started bouncing her like I was. Except she fell back asleep in his arms. I smiled at the sight of him and his daughter. He sat down on the couch with her in his arms. I turned around to walk back into the room.

"Wait, can we please talk? Please Bean?" He asked quietly. I slowly turned around and he patted the spot next to him. I walked over and sat down facing him. He stared at me.

"Hayden, I'm so so so sorry. I shouldn't have left like I did yesterday. I just felt like you couldn't trust me and I was upset that I wasn't there for the girls birth. I was jealous that Dolph and Randy were there and picked out their names and I didn't. I realized that you were right. The reason that you left was because of me. I should have never let her in the locker room. I want you to know that I love you, and only you. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. Everyone that was ever in my life left me, yet you stayed. You've stuck with me through everything and I love you for that. I've made many mistakes in my life, yet you always seem to look past them. I need you in my life. Your like my drug. Without you, I'm nothing. I'm broken and depressed. I need you. Hayden I need you to understand that I will always love you no matter what. I love you and only you. I'm so sorry for everything." He finished. I looked up at him with tears running down my cheeks. I didn't know what to say.

"Bean why are you crying?" He asked concerned. I wiped my tears away and looked down. I started playing with my fingers. I sighed and looked back up at him.

"It's just..... I'm sorry. I should have told you where I was. I shouldn't have kept it from you. I should have let you name the babies. I should have let you be there for the birth. I should have trusted you instead of listening to Kelly. Dean, I love you too. Your my life. Without you, I wouldn't be alive. I need you more than anything. Your my everything and I would do anything for you. I love you so much Dean." I smiled looking up at him. He smiled at me too and I couldn't help but smash my lips to his. He instantly started kissing back but I pulled back.

"Hey I wasn't done." He whined. I chuckled.

"Yeah, but your holding Kenzie." I told him.

"She's so adorable. What were you saying about her when you walked out?" He asked kissing her forehead. He looked up at me.

"Her forehead is burning babe." He said concerned.

"That's what I was saying. I think she might be sick." I told him standing up.

"Where are you going?" He asked.

"Aren't you gonna put Kenzie back in the bed?" I chuckled.

"Well depends. What are we going to do?" He smirked. I playfully rolled my eyes at him.

"Um how about we...." I said while walking towards him and I lean close to his ear.

"Go to sleep." I said. He groaned and I pulled away laughing.

"That's not funny. I haven't had you for like six months. Matter of fact I haven't had sex in six months." He whined.

"Well you have to wait. Maybe if your nice tomorrow." I smirked walking into the bedroom. I climbed into bed and laid down.

I heard the door shut and then I felt the bed lower. Dean laid in bed next to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. He pulled me close to his chest and I snuggled closer.

"I love you Hayden." Dean said kissing my forehead.

"I love you too Dean." I said before falling asleep with a smile on my face.