Don't Let Me Go

Chapter 27:

Hayden's POV:

"Why are you here?" I asked with wide eyes. Before he could answer I interrupted him.

"How did you get here?When did you get here? How did you know I was here?" I asked staring at my fiancée still shocked at his presence.

"I might have over heard you and Nikki talking about coming here and I couldn't help but follow you guys. Hayden I need you in my life."

"If I didn't, I wouldn't have proposed to you. I love you so fucking much and you know I would NEVER hurt you on purpose. I'm so sorry for putting my hands on you and calling you a bitch."

"I know it's no excuse, but I was drunk. I honestly had know idea what I was doing. I'm sorry for hurting you mentally and physically."

"I know it was terrible and unacceptable. I know your probably never gonna be able to forgive me, but I wanted to at least try and persuade you to."

"Hayden I came here, I came all this way because I wanted to apologize. I love you way too fucking much to let you slip from grasp because I was a fricking idiot who decided to get drunk."

"I made a stupid, stupid mistake and laid my hands on you. I haven't been able to sleep at night knowing that I hurt the most precious thing in my life. I lost you once because of a mistake and now I'm gonna lose you again."

"I'm an idiot. A jackass. A screw up. I'm everything within that subject. Call me whatever you want, but nothing will EVER change the fact that I love you."

"Hayden Marie Savage, I love you to the fucking moon and back. I love you more than I've ever loved anyone. Hell, I've never loved anyone. But when it comes to you, I'd do anything for you. Same goes for the girls."

"They're my fucking babies and I love them so fricking much. Ever since I laid my eyes on them, I became attached."

"I love all four of you so, so, so much. And I'll do ANYTHING to prove it." Dean finished as tears fell down my cheeks. I stared into his blue eyes as my lip quivered.

"I'll get on my knees and fucking beg if that's what it takes. If that's what it takes for you to forgive me then so be it." He got down on his knees staring up at me.

Dean placed his hands on my waist and stared up into my eyes.

"Please, Hayden. Please, please accept my apology. I'm so fucking sorry for laying my hands on you, for yelling at you, and calling you ignorant names."

"I'm sorry for hurting you emotionally and physically. I'm sorry for being a terrible person, boyfriend, and fiancé. I'm sorry for all of it."

"Please forgive me." He whispered. Jon started tugging at my shirt a bit in a pleading way. I looked away and closed my eyes as tears fell.

I love this man so fucking much. I love him too much. There's no chance in hell I could EVER leave him. I NEED him in my life. I WANT him in my life.

This man is my best friend. This man is my boyfriend. This man is my other half. This man is my fiancé. This man is the father of my children. I can never let him go. Not again.

Plus, any man willing to get on his knees and beg for your forgiveness, is a keeper. It's kind of ego diminishing to get on your knees and beg someone. Yet, he still did it.

"Oh my god, your gonna be the death of me." I breathed out before opening my eyes. I looked back down meeting his gorgeous eyes.

Jon smiled so brightly causing his adorable dimples to appear. He stood up and wrapped me up into his arms.

I took this minute to just remember how this felt. To be in his warm, comforting arms. I took a second to breath in his amazing cologne.

I cuddled into his chest if that were even possible. I smiled a happy smile for the first time in a few days.

Jon's truly the only man for me. He's the one. And I'd be stupid to let something like this get in the way of us. He's my happiness. My joy. My life. My world along with the girls.

"I missed you, bitch." I mumbled pulling away. His mouth dropped as he tried to hide his oncoming smile.

"Bitch? Did you just call me bitch?" He gasped.

"Sure did, bitch." I smirked kissing his soft lips. I pulled away leaving my hands around his waist. His were around mine too.

"So, what did I miss?" Jon questioned swaying us back and forth a bit.

"Um, Bryn said her first word. And that's pretty much it. The other too haven't done anything really. Kenzie's too lazy and Liz is too small." I chuckled causing him to smile.

"Can we go get them? I want to see my babies!" He whined causing me to smile.

"Your an idiot." I playfully rolled my eyes.

"But you love this idiot." Jon smirked letting go of my waist.

"Sadly, yes. I do."

"Wow. Great to know you missed me." He frowned.

"I'm just kidding baby. I love you soooooo much." I smirked.

"Sure you do." Jon mumbled causing me to laugh.

"You know I do." I shook my head smiling.

"We're still getting married, right?" Dean raised his eyebrows.

"Of course, baby. I didn't even take my ring off cause I still was gonna marry you." I shrugged.

"Wait, so I got on my knees and begged even though you were gonna forgive me?" He shook his head.

"Yeah pretty much." I smirked.

"Do realize what that did to my ego? To my reputation?" Jon shook his head crossing his arms.

"I sure did. Which is why I let you do it. So I knew whether or not you meant EVERY word you said." I shrugged smiling innocently.

"Uh huh." He nodded with squinted eyes. I smiled before jumping up wrapping my legs around his waist.

"I love you, baby." I whispered before he planted a passionate kiss on my lips.

"And I love you." Jon smirked staring into my eyes.

I truly am a lucky lady. Let me rephrase that. I am the luckiest lady alive. I have three beautiful daughters, amazing brothers and sisters, and the best fiancé ever.

I truly am blessed.

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-Peyton ❄️