Don't Let Me Go

Chapter 23:

Hayden's POV:

I sat up slowly so I wouldn't hit the girls. Surprisingly, they slept through the whole night. I smiled down at them but then remembered today. Remembered last night. I teared up thinking about it.

There was a knock on the door before someone walked in. It was Nikki. She gave me a warm smile before laying down on my other side.

"Hey boo. How ya feeling?" She asked looking at me. I shrugged and looked at her with a few tears falling.

"Aw, come here." Nikki said pulling me into a hug. I cried on her chest while she rubbed my back.

"I love him so much and it hurts to think that he called me that stuff. He even pushed me! He has never laid a hand on me! He freaked out on me because I wanted him safe. You know what they say, people speak the truth when their drunk. It just hurts so much!" I cried out.

"Da, da." I heard someone mumble. I pulled away from Nikki and we both looked at each other confused.

"Da, da." I slowly turned my head and saw Bryn kicking her feet giggling.

"Da, da." She cooed. I gasped and picked her up squeezing her tight.

"OMG! You said your first word!" I squeal dashing me tears away and squeezing her.

"Too bad it wasn't Ma ma." Nikki chuckled. I smiled looking down at my baby.

"Your daddy might not be there, but I always will be. So will Nikki because she's the best godmother you could ever have." I smiled and Nikki gasped.

"What?!?" She squealed looking at me.

"I decided that you should be the godmother. Your always there for me and them when we need you." I explained smiling at her.

"Aw. I love you." Nikki squealed hugging me right. She pulled away smiling.

"So I was thinking that we go shopping today. We are defiantly not staying in this room though." Nikki said sternly pointing her finger at me.

"But Nikki I don't know if I-" I was explaining but she put her hand over my mouth.

"No excuses. Your going whether you like it or not. Now, Randy, Dolph, and John can watch the girls so we can shop more. Got it? Good. Now let me get you all dolled up." Nikki told me before walking over to what I'm guessing was her suitcase.

"Um Nikki, if this is Randy's suite, why are your clothes in here?" I asked with raised eyebrows.

"Well it's mine, John, and Randy's suite. This is my room, but I sleep with John in his room. I just change and shower in here." She shrugged pulling out a really cute outfit.

It contained a black skater skirt with an Aztec crop top. I had a pair of matching Aztec high heels on and my long blonde hair was curly. I had simple makeup on; mascara, lip gloss, blush, eyeliner, and concealer.

"Thank you Nikki for getting me all dressed up. I love this outfit! It's so cute!" I squealed.

"I'm happy that your happy." She smiled at me.

The truth was that I really wasn't happy, I just didn't want to ruin it for Nikki. She's trying so hard and I'm grateful for that, but nothing's going to heel my broken heart. Nothing but being with the man that I love. My fiancée; Dean.

Dean's POV:

I woke up with a pounding headache. I rolled over throwing my arm on the other side. I opened my eyes not feeling Hayden there. I look around and saw that the girls weren't in the other bed. What the fuck?