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TW: Involves depression, talk about death, seeing spirits, and excessive alcohol intake.
_____________________________________WilbursPov
It had been 6 months since the accident, everyone was back to normal as if nothing had happened, everyone was playing the server, streaming making videos...meanwhile I was sitting in my bed with maybe my 4th beef of the day in my hand.
『Jugging on a Friday, I just saw you on the freeway』
I've been seeing her places, in my house, outside the window, I hear her laugh or say my name as if I'm being driven mad.
『I can not forget that face, I don't even know your name』
I loved her so much, not in that way she was just an amazing friend, she knew my deepest secrets, my pasts, things I had never told anyone ever.
And now she was gone.『I'm in love with a ghost girl, all alone in a lonely world』
I finish the beer and toss the bottle onto the ground, feeling myself breaking with every minute. I'm soon bawling into a hoodie she had left over at my house a couple days before the accident. I feel a sudden coldness surround me but I don't pay much kind to it, as I continue crying into the hoodie.
『I just really wanna find her, imma do another line first』
I feel a hand touch mine, it was cold and clammy.
Quickly looking up I see Niki sitting in front of me with a soft smile,her face pale, her lips a slight blue, messy faded pink hair.『Lying on the asphalt, Lil Peep blacked out』
『Fucking with the coatway, let my Mad Max out』"N-Niki?" I say, my voice cracking intensely.
"Hi Wilbur." She says, her voice was the same soft and high.
"W-what are you d-doing here?" I felt my heart warm a bit, something I haven't felt in a very long time.『I be on some real shit, get it from my Og, "I don't wanna hear shit!" Shawty, what she told me』
"You need to let go Wilbur, get over me everyone is so worried about you, I-I'm worried about you." Her eyes start to water slightly and I feel my heart being stabbed my the look in her face.
"I-I loved you Niki! How am I supposed to get over you, when you were the one always there for me when I needed someone! And now you're gone..."『I don't give a fuck bitch, I be on my lonely』
『Looking for the right girl, why you all up on me?』"Wilbur, I'm never gonna truly leave. I'm always gonna be here, but you need to let go please for me, for our friends, for your fans...please." Her voice cracks, as I hear her plead for my own good I smile at her and nod my head.
"I'll try..."『Love me for a night girl, love me in the morning, yeah I know your type girl so I make her blow me Lil Peep』
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*Time Skip 20 minutes*
_____________________________________Niki helped me clean up my room and desk area, I was now going to start a stream but I need to clean myself up and choose something presentable to wear other than the same white shirt I've been wearing for the past week.
『Look me in my eyes girl, tell me if you think that's a lie girl』
"I'm not sure what to wear, after all I haven't streamed in 6 months." I say to Niki seeing her sit on my bed as I shave the slight stubble I grew on my face.
"I mean you are Wilbur Soot, you should wear your signature red beanie and yellow sweater." She giggles at the end of her sentence making me smile brightly.『Getting tired of your girl, I know I need my own girl, my girl』
"It's nice seeing you smile again."
"It feels nice too." I finish shaving and wash my face off with a rag, putting the razor onto the side of the sink.
I open my closet to find my yellow sweater and red beanie, they did look very good together, guess this was my signature look.『Jugging on a Friday, I just saw you on the freeway』
I go into the bathroom and change, leaving the black sweatpants I had on since no one would be seeing past my waist. I open the door feeling amazing seeing Niki standing up waiting on me, she holds out her arms and I go into them.
She was cold, but still it was nice to hug her once again even though I may never do it again.
『I can not forget that face, I don't even know your name』"Please don't leave me permanently." I say feeling my eyes start to burn as I rest my head on top of hers, I feel her laugh and she pulls back, holding both my hands.
"I promise you I won't, and I'm proud of you Wil." She squeezes my hands tighter until she lets go.
"Goodbye Niki...I love you."
"I love you too Wilbur."
And with that, I see her slowly disappear.『I'm in love with a ghost girl』
I smile to myself as I go over to my desk, opening up twitch and setting everything up, fixing my hair a bit, making sure I look presentable.
I look back on my bed and see something a dark blue hoodie, the same one she had one when she came to see me.『All alone in a lonely world』
I quickly get up from my chair and grab it, I set it on my lap knowing it can't fit me and start the stream, seeing many people pile in, I then get a notification from discord. Clay, Nick, George everyone was in a big call and they invited me.
『I just really wanna find her』
"Hey chat, and hey to everyone in the call...I'm back and better than ever."
『Imma do another line first』
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