Stuck in the fanzone

chapter 20

A/N 

its been ages since i updated i am so sorry and  i want to thank all the people who have continued reading this story. i am going to try and update every week from now on.

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-Amy- 

Things between ash and i left in a good stop and I'm so glad but i have noticed Luke and Aston not acting the same around each other. I promised i wouldn't come inbtween there friendship but i did it anyway.  This is our last week on tour then we all go home for a bit, I'm honestly so afraid that i will loose touch with the guys. Luke could go back to the asshole he was before the tour, and I'm so scared. I think it will be good to spend more time with harry, him and i haven't spent any one on one time lightly. 

"I cant believe its our last week, i don't know what I'm going to do when i get home" Michael explains

"i know what I'm gonna do, hug my mom!" Luke blushes

"your so sweet" i pinch his cheeks

"i am not, I'm punk rock!" 

"keep telling yourself that munchkin" he pouts.

we thought today would be a good day to get everyone together and have a end of tour celebration. So we are going to make a bond fire tonight at the beach when we stop.  everyone went back to their bunks after breakfast to sleep before we get to the hotel. Luke and i snuggled on the couch. 

"i love you" he whispers into my ear. 

"i love you" i giggle.

he pulls me so I'm sitting with both my legs on either side of him. i lean in for a kiss, the kiss was harder more rushed. i knew what he wanted. i pull away. 

"i love you" his voice his whinny. 

"and i love you too" i cup his face in my hands. 

" so why don't you want to have sex with me again?" 

" well one my brother in like right there" i point to his bunk "and two i don't want to do it on a couch" 

"so you do want to have sex with me?" gosh he is such a gentleman!

" yes okay i do.  i promise later" i wink at him.

"fine. but when it is later" he leans into my ear " i wont hold back"

i realized he was trying to turn me on but i wanted him to beg for it. i push him away with my hand and lay back down in the same position i was before.  

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"should i bring my bathing suit?" Taylor asks

"no its to cold" i replied

"Luke and i were thinking about doing it again tonight" i blush, it weird that I'm saying this to her because we tell each other everything. 

"ooh" she gives me a devilish smile 

"so have you and harry done the deed yet?" 

"no, he doesn't want to take my virginity....yet" 

"you haven't told him...right?"

"no that's between you and him"

"thanks" i say.

[knock knock]

"are you ready" Luke leaned against the doorway. 

"yep" Taylor and i exchange nervous looks then walk out of the tour bus. 

it was almost sundown and the beach was big.  It wasn't that cold, just windy. come of the other guys were putting wood in a pile. soon after we had a pretty impressive fire up and running.  we all sat around the fire in conversation. Niall had his guitar out and was strumming a little and sometimes would breakout in song.   

"whats up little lady" Luke stumbles over to me, hes drunk.  "this is my town and i-it an't big enough for the both of us"  iv noticed that Luke likes to pretend to be a cowboy when hes drunk, but hes really bad at the accent so it just sounds like Aussie but saying ya'll a lot.

"come sit" instead of sitting on the chair beside me he sits on me. 

"can i tell you something?"  he asks

"sure"

"its a secret" i lean in so he can whisper it in my ear

"You're really good at having sex!" instead of whispering he shouts it so that everyone hears him.

"WHAT! YOU HAD SEX WITH HIM?!" harry shouts 

i stand up, Luke getting up with me. 

"mate listen, i know this is hard for y-you to hear" he paused to burp" but she wanted it to" 

"LUKE!" harry looked steaming. getting up louis put one hand on his shoulder and pulled him to the bus.

"really Luke!" i dont know why but i just started laughing. maybe it was just all the stuff that has gone wrong with Luke and I dating and me still trying to have a normal relationship.  

"whats so funny" he laughs with me, i swear we are both high right now. I look around and everyone was just staring at us. mikey and calum had a grin on there faces.  ashton looked hurt, he picked at his fingers.  Zayn, liam, and Niall were drunk and went back to talking and laughing about some movie. 

"maybe i should go check on Harry and louis" taylor says getting up 

"come one i want to go to sleep" i pull Luke with me. 

"this was a great last week of tour" he says sarcastically. I think he was almost sobor again. 

"yep, what are we going to do after tour?" i say getting into my PJS. 

"i have some ideas" he smirks "but well get to that later" 

"oh really" I raise and eyebrow.  

"trust me" 

"i do"