In the end

Chapter 25 (Is It Really A Thing ?)

Mia's POV

I was worried about Harry and that life that was inside my tummy.I knew that Harry loved me and will support me but he will not risk his future or mine for anything.

"Mia,what are you going to do now",Nick said as i was lost in my thoughts.

"I dont know Nick",I said with my hand on my tummy and with watery eyes.

"But you Have to tell him,its not only your fault",he said and put his hand on my thigh.

"Fault , no Nick my baby is not a mistake",i said and removed his hand.

"Mia Calm down,i didnt mean that ,you are taking it in a wrong way",He said and i stood up from the bed

"What now",i said with a worried face.

"I cant tell him about it ,i dont feel it right",i said and started walking in the room but at the same i was happy because i was carrying a bundle of joy in me but Harry.This part scares me.

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"I have an idea",Nick said after 15 minutes.

"If this idea will not work i am going to kill you Nick",i said with an evil grin.

"Now listen to me,what if someone will just pass your message to him",he said and was smiling as if he had won a war.

"Okay but who will pass this message",i asked and he replies "you have to decide that

Simon : no no no never

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Niall : He will surely over react as if someone had told him that all the food on the earth disappeared.

"Then who",Nick asked

"What about Zayn , yes Zayn will do that , Harry is close to him and he will surely help me",As i said these words Nick gave me the phone.

He is bullet fast i must say

"I dialled Zayn's no and took a deep breathe",Nick was looking at me as if i was going to announce the Xfactor winner.

"Its ringing",i said and my heart started beating loudly.

"Hi Mia",He said and i was not able to tell him actually i was tensed about what will be his reaction.

"Oh hi Zayn , how are you",i said trying to be formal.

"We all are good by the way how did you called me please dont tell that you had a fight with Harry",He says and Nick gave me an aggressive look

"No nothing like that actually...",somehow i managed to speak but Nick being my saviour said "come to the point or else i will leave".

Actaully Zayn "I AM PREGNANT",I said and he held my hand.

"What but how?, who? ",he said and again i was annoyed by this question.

"What do you mean Zayn,You dont know how girls get pregnant",I said and Nick told me to calm down.

Okay.

"Of coarse i know how? I meant... Who? " what the hell.

"Zayn its Harry's ", I said in an annoyed tone.

"I know that too.. But.. Now what", he asks me.

"That's why I called you idiot.", I say and sit on the bed.

"Okay .. Its OK. You need to calm down. We will do something", he says hurriedly

"Zayn. First you calm down okay. And I know what to do", I say

"You need to tell it to Harry. I can't do it. I need your help", I continue.

"Okay I will tell him" he says we end the conversation.

I wait for a call from Zayn. I need to know if he told Harry or not. I was just wandering here and there . I. Couldnt concentrate on anything. My mind was exhausted and my phone rings but unexpectedly it was Harry.

My heart louder than before and my eyes blur. But I jerk my head and Come back to normal state.

"Hello", I pick up the phone.

"Mia why weren't you picking up your phone" he says in a annoyed voice

"Sorry", I say in a low voice

"Zayn told me about you and...."

"And...." I say

"Your pregnancy", he continues

"Ya I just Couldn't say it to you directly", I say and my heart beats slower.

"So what to do now", he asks. How do I know.

"I don't know. I mean its all up to you." I say and now my legs started shaking

"See Mia. You know its not possible for me to take any responsibility right now. And I don't think even you are ready for this. So I don't think its a good idea for anyone of us" he says and my breathe stopped for a fraction of second. My mouth hung open and warm tears falling from my eyes on my cheeks and my hand on my tummy.

"Harry what do you mean?" I say . I knew what he meant. But I just wanted to hear from his mouth.

"I mean kill this thing", harry says and my mind was playing games with me. I have all the memories playing in front of my eyes.

"The word is abortion." I say in an angry tone

"Listen Mia I know its difficult for you but..." He says but I cut him off

"Difficult for me isn't it difficult for you", I say "does this baby mean anything to you",

"Mia this thing will risk our careers. Your has just started and the management will never approve me for anything like this" he says and I remain silent.

"Let's just get rid of it. Baby please understand just do as I say. You know I love you but we have to make things normal. okay." He say trying to Convince me.

"I understand. You are right" I say and tears coming out like a waterfall.

"I will be there next week. You will need me. Just remember one think. Don't say it to anyone" he says and I just reply with an "okay"

I just couldn't take it right now. I was expecting him to react like something else. He has been calling our baby a thing

It doesn't mean anything to him other than a mistake. But he was right. We have to concentrate on our career.

But the thing that stinged me was I have to build my career over the death of my baby.

I just waited for Harry to come next week.