In the end

Chapter 29 (final goodbye)

Mia's POV.

The look of Simons face was horrible. I can say that he was shocked or about to have a heart attack. He was confused.

"You are joking right?", He said in the hope of me saying yes

"No I am serious Simon", I say breaking his bubble

"But why? Why are you saying like that?" He asks getting up from his seat in a state of shock.

"Simon please don't ask me any questions. I just want to leave. Just let me go" I say and cross my arms across my chest

"Mia I am going to let you leave like this. I don't care about your personal problems with Harry but you were not here for him. You were here for yourself, your mom and your dream", he says walking forward.

"I know but if I stay here, I won't be able to survive. I am just done with myself", I say in  a cold tone.

"How can you leave your bright future and all the things you deserve. You can't just go like this. Wait is it about Harry? Tell me what happened", he asks me in a bossy tone

"Its just... I can't say that. I will tell you when the time is right. Just not now", I say and try to convince him

"No you can't leave. That's it",  Simon says and returns to his seat

"Simon please. Please don't do this to me. Simon. I can't survive here. You say should I care about my life or my dream. Please don't make me live here", I say in the most pleading tone.

"Its just about two more weeks. Mia don't leave", he tries to convince

"Simon, every hour here is difficult for me. I am not able to breathe here. Just let me go", I say and tears start streaming down my face.

"Fine Mia. Just leave. Just take care of yourself.", he says and places both of his hands on his face

"Thank you Simon.", I say and start walking out of his cabin. I take a deep breathe and gasp for air. I was breathless from last thirty minutes.

I walk towards my room and see Nick lying on my bed.

He hears my footsteps and opens his eyes.

"What did Simon say?" He asks curiously

"I am free to go now Nick", I say and disappointment covers his face.

"Think once again. I mean are you sure", he asks making me irritated

"I am leaving Nick. I have just made up my mind. Its about my baby Nick. I don't even want my baby to know that her or his father is a jerk. I just want to get my life normal and want people to forget me or my fame." I say as I take my clothes out of my wardrobe and start packing

"But people know you dated Harry. I mean cmon they will get to know this is his baby.", he says and I continue packing without giving him a single glare.

"I don't care. I am going to California.

And eventually people will forget about me and by the way that is Harry's headache. I don't care.", I say and continue my work.

"I will miss you Mia", he says with a lot of emotions.

"I will miss you too. But I want to see you win this show for me. And then you will come to meet me. Right? Just don't forget me Nick. I only have you now", I say with water in my eyes. He gets up and hugs me tightly.

"Don't ever say that again. I will always be there for you... And of coarse this baby", he says and we both laugh.

I was done with packing and get changed in white cotton shirt and blue jeans  with a brown leather jacket.

I see Simon in the corridor with a little water in his eyes.

"I wish you tell me why you are leaving",

" You will eventually get to know", I say and hug him lightly.

Nick drives me to the airport. The drive was silent ,Nick casually saying how much he will miss me and he will come to meet me soon.

"Okay Nick now let me go?" I say as I reach the airport  and he continued to hug me.

" I will miss you Nick", I say And bid him last goodbye.

I slowly start taking cold and small steps further leaving Nick behind.

I was not only leaving Nick behind. I was leaving my last 3months behind.

Those three months that were full of joy, surprise , love and broken desires.. All the things happening were not all bad but I lost a lot of things behind. But I had to let go the things.

This was not the end to my life. This was just the new beginning for me and the little soul in me.