It is Tascha's first week as on call therapist at the treatment center. I hate it and its been all of two days. She left me this morning all hot and bothered and it's late now and she's still not home. I sat on the couch alone again waiting for her to come home. The worst part about getting so upset is I was one of those girls that had the emergency therapy sessions while in rehab. I sighed but this is different she has a pregnant wife at home and could take the time off. I felt myself getting extremely irritated and more furious as the time passed. The door opened and a tired sigh rang through the house as heavy footsteps came towards me. I looked at Tascha as she practically collapsed into the couch and cuddled up with me. I felt my rage boil over as I realized she hasn't been taking good care of herself. I sat up more making her sit up and look at me. I folded my arms "you really can't see why I want you to take time off right now?" She shrugged causing me to stand as the fire burned inside of me. I threw my hands up "Natascha I am so sick of this you are exhausted I know you've been skipping meals and I hate that you are so damn stubborn! Why wont you just fucking let me take care of you? I mean you do realize I make enough money we are set! There is no reason for you to work we have my money and I fucking need you!" I slapped my face as I watched hers fill with a mixture of emotions. She stood up "Demetria yes I am tired and I have been really busy I am not intentionally skipping meals so don't even go there! And to be fare I am not the only stubborn one. I can't believe you cant understand its not about YOUR money I want to actually help these girls! I want to make a fucking difference and help save someone's life so one day they can live fully." She sat back down and held her head in her hands "I know you need me". She sniffled "I am sorry honestly I am Demi so sorry". I sighed and sat down "no I'm sorry baby I didn't mean to get so upset". She looked at me her blue eyes full of tears "baby please don't cry". I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her into me. She sobbed "the worst part is I actually don't feel like I belong there. I don't help anyone I mean fuck, Demi I am still a mess and damn it you are right I have been a doing a shit job taking care of myself". I rubbed her back "no shh baby you are amazing you help and you are strong not a mess and its my fault you've been busy taking care of me and I need to remember to take care of you back". She pushed her lips to mine softly but with pressure then pulled away "we gotta stop this cycle I'm not going back to work Im gonna take care of you of me of us". I sighed "baby I don't want you to resent me for making you quite your job or anything". She rubbed her thumb on my cheek "it is just not the career for me I have actually been thinking about helping you with another self help book maybe even doing a like uplifting intro at your shows like pep talks and stuff like that but I just wanted to try what I went to school for I will still be using my schooling just in a different way". I smiled "oh my god I would love all of that! Why didn't you mention any of this earlier?" She looked down "well I wasn't sure if you wanted me to invade your work some people cant stay married and work together". I hugged her tighter "baby we have been through so much together we can do anything as long as we know we are in it together okay please stop worrying so much". She pulled away and looked down shyly "can you do something for me?" I pulled her face to mine "anything you got it". She smiled lightly "will you take a bath with me then hold me while I wear your big sweater from tour while you sing to me?" I giggled "you don't have to hide or be embarrassed about your lovaticness baby I knew from the start and I love it obviously I married my number one fan!" She smiled and I kissed her lips "I love you so much Demi!" I squeezed her tight and stood up taking her hand leading upstairs to our Jacuzzi tub. I slowly pulled off her clothes and let her help me out of mine. She got in and held me as I followed. I laid out between her legs and she held me tight to her "I never want to let go of you Dems". I smiled and held her hands in mine "I never want you to let go". She kissed my shoulder as I started to hum "what song do you want me to sing for you baby?" She rubbed my four month baby bump "how about lightweight?" I smile and start to sing as she rubs my back and belly. When we get out and dry off she walks over to get the big sweatshirt with my face on it. I giggle "you sure you don't want to go without clothes you can have the real me on your bare chest?" She sets it down and takes me to lay down. She pulls me into her and I relax my body into hers. I run my finger tips on her belly "hey I should be the one rubbing your tummy. I'm so sorry about everything". She lays me back and I smile as she leans down to my bump and whispers "I love your mommy more than anything in this world and I will love you just the same baby". She softly presses her lips to my belly and I feel the baby's hand press against me. Tascha's head shot up with a huge smile spread across her face "oh my god! That was oh my god". She kissed my lips and rubbed my belly some more. I kissed the top of her head "I love you so much". She looked up "I love you too baby". I started to sing "who you are is falling over me". She kissed up my tummy and in between my breasts. I sighed "ba-babe" I ran my hands into her hair. She smirked up at me "I know I have been a bad wife, I had to rush out of here this morning. I felt so bad you were already so wet". I grunted "ugh baby you are doing it again". She hummed on my neck her lips making my skin beg for her. She started to suck on my neck making me moan. She looked at me "sing all night long to me baby". I looked at her "I-I don't know if I ca-can". She massaged my swollen breasts as I tried to speak. She pinched my nipples "sing beautiful". I moan as she rolls her tongue over my nipple. She bites down and tugs lightly "fuuck!" She stopped completely and looked at me "baby sing for me please!" I hummed the beat and started to sing.
