Tascha has been spending every minute with me this week. I feel a little bad because it means she can never get off the roller coaster of my emotions. When she went to work she got a break from my crazy. I cry over everything and anything literally. I am constantly craving the weirdest shit and my baby always goes and gets it for me even if its 2am. I cant sleep one day and the next its all I do all day. I am getting kinda big and Tascha is helping with more and more and carrying me everywhere. My body hurts and she gives me massages. Every time I either fall asleep or start begging her to fuck me then fall asleep right after that. Not that she doesn't get a reward eventually but normally not right after a massage like it used to be. Although there is this intense desires to jump Tascha every second. I am constantly craving her sweetness and her touches. I have absolutely no control over my body!
It is 10pm and she is asleep cuddled with me on the couch. I have a mad craving for deep fried pickles and ice cream and maybe chicken nuggets! I know we have to have one of those things in the kitchen. I slowly got up being as careful as possible not to wake my sleeping wife. I looked through the pantry and refrigerator and freezer. I felt tears spring to my eyes as I looked but found nothing. I sat on the cold tile and leaned up against the island stupid hormones! I wiped my face and grabbed my jacket and wrote a note 'hey baby I ran to the store for pickles ice cream and chicken be back soon'. I set it on the coffee table and grabbed my purse and keys. I feel a pinch of guilt she told me to always wake her up and never to leave without her. I sighed but its worse to wake her when she is so tired. I drove the dark but busy streets of LA. I hate living here I already told my team Tascha and I are moving to Texas when this baby is born and we are gonna stay for as long as possible its not like I wont be able to work still but this baby is my everything she or he will come first. I know my lovatics will understand well my true ones anyways. I drove up to the store and parked. I put my hood up and walked through the store with my head down pushing a cart. Before I knew it I was filling the cart with all sort of random shit. I turned down the dessert isle when my phone blared attracting some looks I answered to be yelled at by Tascha. Her voice was loud, stern, but also sounded worried "Demetria! What the hell do you think you are doing I told you always wake me baby I had a heart attack when I woke up alone." I sighed and had to speak louder than I had wanted just to get her to calm down attracting more stares. I looked down "babe I am sorry I just felt bad you are so tired and I have been so demanding". She sighed "please come home baby I don't like you being out and about all alone this late". I nodded like an idiot "okay honey mmm wait Im gonna get some of that too". Tascha laughed making me laugh and that's when every person in the store surrounded me. I felt panic overcome me and didn't know what to do as Tascha asked what was happening I couldn't talk. People were grabbing at me and saying my name and taking pictures. I am in full anxiety attack at this point and am frozen. I heard a strong male voice "everyone back the hell up now!" I recognized Nicks voice as his arms wrapped around me. He is no stranger to my anxiety attacks. He held me tight "breathe Demi you are safe everyone is gone". I hadn't even noticed that he had walked me to the bathrooms area. I finally calmed down "thanks Nick I don't know what I would have done". He shushed me "Demi don't even think that way". I sighed "what are you doing here anyways?" He smiled "same as you kinda, Linda is craving pizza bites and popcorn". I laughed "that sounds good too ugh" he laughed "oh the joys of pregnancy". I smiled "besides Linda's cravings how you two doing married life treating you good Jonas?" He laughed "it sure is what about you and Natascha?" I smiled "she's amazing!" He hugged me "I love seeing you happy Demi". I squeezed him back "I am glad you are happy too but I do miss you man we should go out on like a double date or something I haven't talked to Linda in ages". He nodded "for sure and when our little nuggets are born we can have play dates". I smiled "I would love that". All of a sudden I felt two arms wrap around me tightly "Oh my god are you trying to kill me?" My entire body filled with guilt "Im so sorry baby I dropped my phone in all the chaos see its in the cart". She sighed and kissed my lips "please promise you wont venture out on your own like that again. You gave me a heart attack twice! You left me hanging on the phone to here a crowd I rushed over here ugh my heart cant take that again okay". I nodded "I really am sorry". She nodded and squeezed me once more before turning to Nick. She hugged him "thank you so much for helping her for being here just thank you so much Nick". He hugged her back "its not a problem Im just glad I was here". We talked a bit more before I started to feel too tired to stand and said our goodbyes. We didn't even buy anything as I was falling asleep just leaning on Tascha. She carried me out to her car "I'll have someone else come get your car in the morning". I nodded and she drove us home. She carried me up to bed and helped me undress and get comfy lately we have been sleeping naked it is like a huge comfort to me. I have all this anxiety but something about having her skin and warmth surround me makes all those anxieties melt away. I kissed her neck as I snuggled into it and tangled my legs with hers.
Hey readers guess who is 6 months staying strong meee! WooHoo! love you guys sorry for always updating so far apart just trying to figure out where I want this story to go!
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