i hate u i love u

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it's been 1 and a half years since i last kissed you goodnight, afi.

do you miss me like i miss you?
i fucked around and got attached to you.
i ran away before i could properly love you,
because i wasn't ready to fully commit unlike you.
you gave me everything,
and i left you with nothing.

i'm eternally sorry. you deserved so much better.

it took me almost 2 full years to realise that i love you,
and not even jack could fill the void in my heart.

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