Be mine

Part 5

I look up to see Jordan standing in front of me holding his bike. "how do you know my name?" I ask, this was confusing me as I had never got a chance to introduce myself because of what happened in the canteen "well your name has been mentioned a lot in the boys group chat" we start walking towards my house "what were they saying" I ask slightly scared at the fact a group of boys that I don't even know have been talking about me "oh nothing, mainly just saying that you are fit" he looks at me and says "personally I don't see it myself" and laughs jokingly, I hit him playfully "your not so bad yourself" I smile and look away there was a silence for a moment we were just waiting for the other person to fill it Jordan looks over at me "you told my brother to leave him alone today, he didn't seem very happy about that" he laughs "Cory is your brother!" I say surprised  I knew they looked similar "well this is my house" I say pointing up to the door he looks up at my house "well bye then" he says, I walk up to my door turn around and wave "bye" I smile an walk in.

My dad is placing the food on the table as I walk in "just in time" he sits down and takes a sip of his drink "hi dad" I hang up my coat and walk over to the table "you seem popular already" he says laughing and shoving a slice of pizza in his mouth, I remember what happened with missy it's like when I am with Jordan I forget all of my problems "oh no it was nothing, my friend just needed help with homework" I say trying not to tell him the truth because missy wants this to be a secret for the longest time possible, I sit down and start eating the pizza. 

I am lying in my bed with the covers wrapped around me as it is cold tonight, my room looks so different in the dark I hear the tv playing in the distance from downstairs I find it comforting knowing that my dad is here. I can't imagine what it felt like to lose mum, I was only 8 at the time it must have been so difficult to keep living your life and looking after a kid whilst going through grief  he is still definitely not over it I don't think he will ever be properly  but he tries his best not to show it even though I know it's hurting him on the inside.

My alarm goes of at 7 I turn it off and get up, I feel nervous again about going into school I will get used to it in no time. I take a shower and have breakfast I run upstairs and brush my hair I hear  knock at my bedroom door "good morning Izzy" my dad says peaking his head through the door "morning dad" I smile and look a myself in the mirror "you look nice today" he says "no I don't" I turn to him "Izzy just take a complement!" I laugh and shut the door on him. I put on some makeup and walk downstairs and grab my bag "when are we leaving?" I shout upstairs "now" my dad replies and comes down.

I arrive at school and see Missy and Naz standing by the gates, I run up to them and hug missy "how are you" I say worried about her "well I am alright, I have got to be haven't I"  she replies smiling a bit "lets go" I say to both of them, we walk through the gates and up to the entrance. Miss carter is standing by the door "hello Isabelle, glad to see you have made some friends" she looks at Missy and Naz and smiles, I look over to my right and see Jordan riding in on his bike he looks over to me and nods his head up I smile and follow Missy and Naz through the door.