Wof as humans

part 12 (NOT CUTS "but!" NO BUTS)

Umber pov

I had gone back to school after sora and reed tended to my wounds, I kinda wanted to see qibli tryout he's at his best when doing sports, gorgeous, beautiful, all of that great stuff.he was incredible! Racing across the field like a flash of lightning across the field, the other players were OK. At our school there was no boys, girls team, they were all on the same team, captions could be female or male. One student I knew would be on the team (besides qibli) was the scary holdback peril.. Terrifying! She was stronger than all the boys that came to try out and faster than them to! I shivered at the thought I was dwarfed by NORMAL girls she towered over me. I felt like a mouse! No more like a BEETLE! But other than being a bit intimidated from her my eyes were all on qibli. I learned that my big crush (who was probably straight) had a panic attack in the middle of the night and I wasn't there. Okok i know he doesn't know i exist but still i was worried! I knew he would never like me and that would be ok, I bit my nails. I wanted to- NO UMBER NO! Your siblings already deal with marsh cutting and taking antidepressants. I knew I didn't have the best willpower so when I walked into my dorm which I shared with a bookworm and class rep second year, a guy cl=aled starflight. I nervously stumbled up the the boy, that had his nose buried in a book (he ain't blind yettt) and mumbled "ummcanyoupleasehelpme?"

He looked up and me and said "sorry didn't catch that?" in a polite tone. I took a deep breath. We won't google right? "So, I have some stuff going on and I'm afraid my willpower won't be enough so.. Can you please lock any objects I could cut with someplace tonight?"

He looked at me with a bit of shock and sympathy "of course but you really should b=see somebody about this, trust me i think it would help." he got off the bed and went to find all the sharp things in our dorm. I sighed, though I knew it wouldn't solve problems. To cut this was a smart idea. My brother's marsh cuts and we don't know how to make him stop as much as we wanted to. I grabbed my homework that was very confusing and went off to my study group in the library.

Meh note-

Sorry if this chapter is a bit short i just wanted to get it out, thanks so much for all the support OMGGGGGG like 300+ reads?!?!!??!!? WHAT? I never expected this much love thank you so much this means the world to me that people are reading and possibly liking my story! You, my little doritos are miracle workers! Luv you all bai! (this is really short sorry...)