Episode 1.4

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Note: The characters, places and event is FICTION any resemblance in real life is just coincidence. And besides I just made up all the places hahaha it's like your driving along the Interstates... Anyways, thanks for reading. Enjoy. Sorry for wrong grammars haha. And special thanks to my sister. Lavvv yah mwuahhhhhhhh...

Eije's PoV:

People now a days are either hopeless romantic or rushing themselves into love. And I'm one of those people. I rush things. I always wanted to settle in country side away from the city. Get a job there and live there. I'm seeing myself with kids, sipping a coffee in morning with the cold breeze and soft touch from my wife. Giggles of my kids, the symphony of long lost summer. Hindi parin nagbabago ang pangarap Kong, I'm still seeing myself even it's not Erich. But I'm still wishing its her. Unti Unti kong tatangapin sa sarili ko na baka hindi na siya Babalik. And if she came back, my heart is always open. Maybe this journey makes me change my perspective or I could meet someone, someone who has the same dream like me. I took a deep breath.

The smell of morning coffee reminds me of all my delusion, my hopes and dreams. Its the first time since she left me. I even close my eyes sipping the coffee. His eyes on me. I don't care. I almost remember I'm with someone else. I don't know his name. Kiel puff don't know if that's his real name.
He pulled a notebook and a pen and list something. Out of curiosity and to break the ice between us.... The hell I'm thinking, so what? I don't need to know him. Shit. As he staring at me and he's into deep thinkinh like a wife planning a murder Hahah. He smile suddenly and list something. Now I'm interested haha not to him. He took a deep breath at inilagay sa bag ang gamit. Inilibot Ang mga Mata na waring may hinahanap at kapagdaka ay umiling. Uminom siya nang tubig at ipinako ang paningin sa malayo. Marahil ay Hindi niya napapansin Ang pagmamasid ko sa kanya. I was wondering what's going on inside his little head. Is he ok? Should I ask? Too awkward. Why would it be? What about last night? Should I ask him what happened? Why is it bothering me? You know what fucked it.

"Are you alright?"

Napatingin siya sakin at Waring napatigil sa pag iisip. He smile. "Yeah." Tipid niyang Saad. He suddenly close his eyes. Hindi ko nalang pinansin at nagpatuloy sa pagkain. What a sleepyhead. He didn't even touch his food.

Tumayo siya at nagpaalam. "Excuse me." Mapupungay Ang mga Matang itinapon niya sa akin at saka nagtungo sa rest room. I watched his step bago pa man siya makapasok. He walk like a cute toddler looking for her mother in the grocery store.  I left there thinking kung aalis na ba Ako. Pero apaka rude naman nang umalis bigla. Maya maya pa ay bumalik na siya. He opened the notes he made while blankly stares outside.

"Sometimes we need to be numb to feel the love that we deserves...

the one that comforts us, shelter us, keep us safe...

the one that chose us,
want us
love us...

Unconditionally."

Damn that's deep man, it feels like he's going through some tough times... He's much broken than me. I again state at him.
Those eyes...

My phone snooze, its Claire.

"Yo, lil bro. How u doin? Eat breakfast."

"Yep, thanks, I'm good... Finally far from u you wench..." Text ko pabalik.

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 28, 2022 ⏰

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