First Day of second year
Rebels POV
When we get off of the train I walk inside with everyone before walking straight to the Gryffindor common room. Once inside I find my dorm before unpacking and laying on the bed. Hugo then jumps up and cuddles into my side before I hear everyone else coming in. I smile and get up before walking down to the common room. Fred looks at me before saying "there is someone outside for you." I smile and walk outside to see Blaise stood there. I smile and he pulls me into a hug before saying "I missed you." I smile and say "I missed you too." He smiles before saying "I should go unpack, see you later." I nod and he walks off before I walk back into the common room. I walk through to my dorm and flop down on the bed.
2 Weeks Later
I wake up and get out of bed before getting dressed. I then hide in the corner while everyone leaves for lesson. I sigh and roll my sleeve up to see scars all over my dark mark. I stay sat still until I get the feeling again. I stand up and walk into the bathroom before grabbing my blade. I slice my arm several times before I hear the door burst open. I throw the blade before Blaise and Harry appear at the door. I look at them before I burst out crying. Blaise walks over and sits next to me before saying "I need to take you to the hospital wing." I nod and he stands up before picking me up and running me to the hospital wing.
After my arm has been bandaged I look at the door to see Dumbledore and McGonagall walk in. I sigh before apparating to Azkaban.
I quickly sign in before walking to the cell. I get let inside and immediately get pulled into a hug. I start crying before Siri sits down with me on his lap. He looks at me before saying "what's wrong pup." I look down at my arm before saying "I'm sorry." I feel him hug me tighter before there is banging against the door. I lift my head up slightly before I hear the guard say "time to go." I sigh and stand up before Siri says "promise you wont do it again." I nod and say "I promise," before I walk out. After I sign out the guard opens the main gate and I see McGonagall stood there. I sigh and walk over to her before she apparates us back to Hogwarts.
When we arrive I walk back to the common room to see everyone sat around. I walk straight through and go to my dorm. I climb into my bed before there is a knock at the door. I sigh and turn around before I hear the door open. I just stay laid there until I hear Hermione say "is there anything you need." I shrug before I hear her leave. Hugo then jumps up and cuddles in before I start crying again. I then hear the door open and close again before I feel a dip in the bed. I then get turned around and I see Blaise sat there. He lays down do I put my head on his chest before saying "Am I broken?, Am I flawed?, Do I deserve a shred of worth or am I, Just another fake, fucked up lost cause?" Blaise sits up slightly before saying "please stay strong, please." I look up at him to see tears in his eyes. I sigh before saying "how angry was Dumbledore and McGonagall." He smiles slightly before saying "they weren't angry, they were just worried, where did you go?" I smile slightly before saying "I went to see my cousin."
