Body Switch

Chapter 7 : Overdose

Days are passing. Thanks to DO well trained memory I learned really fast what I was lacking about his future schedule. I started to learn Korean and teach DO some English. Our conversations are smoother.

Now that we understand each other better and that I need less teaching, we talk more about small stuff in our daily lives. Or big stuff like me trying my best not to take too much advantage of my situation.

And you know what ? I have to tell you.

It's not fucking easy.

I thought skinship was mostly for cameras.

But...

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Baekhyun gets sad if I don't do vocal training with him. So a few times a week we are alone in a tight room, trying to help each other to get better.... or should I say: listen to Baekhyun boasts about improvements over his favorite songs.

I must restrain myself from feeling blessed because DO would never act like a fan girl obviously. The best way to manage that is to believe that nothing special is going on. Or thinking about dead kitties. The real DO would at best praise him a little then boast about his new acting skills. It means I have to pretend that I can act. It means acting that I know how to act. I rarely felt so embarrassed over myself.

You are probably wondering: what's the big deal about that situation? The big deal is that he is so proud of his voice that he starts whispering in my ear to make me scream. The problem when you are a male and people around you are hot and they make a lot of things that your body responds to... is that your intimate place gets big. It's so easy to get aroused when you are a girl, everything is naturally hidden. Guys, on the other hand, have no choice but to be visible to everyone.

Result of that, I bought a big underpant and stuck D.O.'s intimity in it so even if it grows, no one will see it. Sorry. I am so happy the internet exists to help me find these tricks. Of course, tight pants are forbidden.

I have to tell you how I realized I needed this kind of trick to survive.

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I tried to escape the first time Baekhyun whispered in my ear. It was the worst idea ever considering how that kid usually reacts to embarrassing stuff. HE IS THE WORST.

He embraced me from behind to stop me from running. "I didn't know that you are so sensitive from your ears ?" He blew some hair in my ear again. I scream

"No. Stop please it's not funny. I am going to hit you so hard that you won't wake up."

Yes I improved in my DO's lines.

"What are you saying?" He grabs me tighter and blows A LOT OF HAIR IN MY EAR. I just wanted to die. One part because my feelings were so powerful that I didn't know who I was anymore. Second part is that I was still not feeling good about the fact I am not who I pretend to be. He is still thinking I am his beloved friend. Not an intrusive fan.

I tried to leave even harder but he had more strength than I thought.

"So cute, Soo !"

That's how I learnt that I must obey Baekhyun's orders when he is in that mood. The more I try to escape, the more he wants to tease me. Of course, he saw my boner. AND HE WAS PROUD OF HIMSELF. Like really. Is he gay? Or is DO openly gay? These are the only possible explanations for this situation which would perhaps make it more normal.

He laughed hard. "I am too skilled now you have to stay like that. So dumb. You need to gather more strength Soo. Or we all would want to take advantage of you to get you in an impossible situation. Like now. GOOD LUCK TO GO TO THE DORM WITHOUT ANYONE SEEING YOUR LITTLE INTIMATE SITUATION." And he left. Like that.