The only one to make her feel things (Fiona x reader)

Chapter 9

I must of cried myself to sleep on the sofa because next thing I know I'm being woke up by Delia. I sat up slowly and she looked at me with deep concern she could tell I had been crying due to my puffy red eyes "y/n is everything ok....". I looked up at her and just nodded "I'm fine how come you woke me ?". She sat down next to me "well one you don't look very comfortable on that sofa and I thought you might be better off in your own bed also it's time for dinner". I slipped out from underneath the blanket and stood up "I'm not gonna be sleeping in my own room tonight actually and sure I will be in in a second I'm just gonna use the bathroom first". She nodded and continued through to the dining room. I walked up the stairs and into my room hoping that Fiona wouldn't be in there and luckily for me she wasn't I went straight through to my bathroom. I turned the cold tap on splashing my face with water to one wake myself up and two make myself look more presentable I then grabbed a towel and gently dabbed my face to dry it off. I exited the bathroom and headed downstairs on the way to the dining room I took a few deep breaths I didn't really have the energy to face people right now but If I don't go to dinner that kind of defeats the object of trying to convince people I'm fine. I entered the dining room to find Fiona,delia,myrtle,Maddison and Zoe all sitting at the table already they must have got home from their families early. I sigh because the only available seat was next to Fiona so I just sat down completely avoiding looking at her. Delia and myrtle looked at the both of us with a confused gaze. I shook it off and picked up my fork starting to eat my salad. Fiona placed her hand on my thigh to try and get my attention and sure it worked because I chocked on my lettuce. Myrtle looked over "are you ok dear ?". I nod and look up "may I be excused". Myrtle looks at me with a hint of worry In her eyes but nods "of course". I get up tucking my chair back under the table but as I turn to leave I feel a hand Take grasp of mine and turn to see Fiona holding it fairly tight. That caught the attention of almost everyone in the room except from Zoe who was trying to keep herself to herself. I give Fiona the look trying not to create a scene but she also gave me the look insisting that she wasn't going to let go and give up this easily. I glare at her one more time but she still didn't seem to be letting go so inhaled deeply then exhaled before snapping "let go of me you bitch don't you get it I don't want to be with you ok if you really cared you wouldn't be in and out of my life just like my family were so just leave me alone I'm not being used as a object because you were lonely and needed to feel like someone actually wanted you the only mistake I ever made was falling for you the one person than everyone in this room warned me would hurt me". Everyone looked at me In shock no one would ever think that what I just said would come out of my mouth I wasn't that type of person but no matter what I said Fiona still wasn't letting go. She looked up at me with what seemed to be a tear in her eye which made me feel slightly guilty even if it shouldn't "y/n...don't go if I have to do this right here and now just to get you to listen then so be it so here it goes ok I love you ok I was with you because I love you not because I was lonely not because I like the idea of having someone because I love you but the only reason I was gone so often was because I was scared to love I mean look at you your amazing and stunning and I'm just me a old lonely cow as you said earlier and I don't want you to find someone better because I want you all to myself so don't leave please because I didn't know what I will do without you your my world". At this point she had tears streaming down her face which was extremely unusual for Fiona she was a stone cold bitch even myrtle and Delia were looking at her in surprise they never expected something with so much meaning to come out of someone so colds mouth no one did. At first I was completely speechless but then I looked into her eyes and she seemed like she genuinely meant it. I nodded and sat back down wiping her tears away. Everyone else stood up and left the room leaving us to it. I looked at her with a slight smile forming on my lips "I love you more than you could imagine". She smiled "I love you too". We both leant in and closed the gap in between us I don't know about her but our lips touching was like coming up for fresh air after the past few months...years even that I had. I was happy happier than I had ever expected to be all thanks to this one woman than completely turned my world around.
A/N: this story is coming to a end thank you guys so much for reading the next chapter will be the last love you all ~ Chels ✨